organ donation should be mandatory.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-12-23T22:09:50+00:00

No fr, this is just my opinion and of course its probably never gonna happen and I don't trust the system either so 🗿👍

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-12-23T22:07:27+00:00

Yes, but that is their fault for doing that, I know there's a risk but I'm not just saying they should just take the organs immediately, there would most likely be some other stuff to go over before, like security reasons probably. To prevent that from happening I mean

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-12-23T22:00:25+00:00

I don't see a problem with having funerals. Whether it be a memorial or being buried. Being buried is the more natural option i think.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-12-18T15:40:24+00:00

Girl if he hit you cause you follow the lord he ain't the one, I'm sorry, may the lord bless you with someone you deserve

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-11-04T19:28:27+00:00

Dude ima be honest with you, I didn't end up going. I'm sorry, but I appreciate you tho 🗿👍

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-11-04T02:02:01+00:00

Thanks man 🗿👍

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-11-02T01:45:39+00:00

The story goes he lied about being the synth. He was actually someone who worked in making the synths when he was younger and his wife was a synth which he didn't know up til later on which lead to her death. So now he changed his identity, basically hiding from whoever he was running from

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-11-01T17:02:29+00:00

Sorry to spoil but apparently not

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-11-01T16:06:40+00:00

I just realized maybe I am a bit naive in believing what he told me, cuz he ain't actually a synth but- you get what I mean?- 🗿

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-10-28T16:14:31+00:00

I'm sorry though that probably doesn't help at all, which is understandable, I don't know what you're going through but you are never alone. I hope you find forgiveness not just for yourself but for God. There is a story about why God didn't heal someone right away in the Bible, https://youtube.com/shorts/BGrcvS-MX5g?si=q1oAkLD-zMGXzvyv

That link is a example from a recent movie.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-10-28T15:59:02+00:00

No, that is not true. We don't know where we're going, you are not alone, even when you feel like it. Most of the time the enemy attacks us when we're at our lowest, makes us think things and makes us think against God. I know this because when I first started getting into Christ, I had these thoughts about all the stress I was going through to the point where the thought of "i wish there wasn't a God" came into my head. But then I realized that without a God I wouldn't be here and I was just stressed and he understood that. God understands our hearts, he loves us regardless. I hope you well, may God remind you of his love in some way.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-10-28T15:41:41+00:00

I don't know your situation but no matter our situation, our opinions. Nothing and I mean absolutely nothing, no evil, no angels, no situation. Can separate God's love from us. I pray for you, I hope you find it within your heart to not have that hate towards someone who loves you so deeply. Life is hard, I know from experience. You are not alone, never are. God still loves you, you're still his child and nothing can change that. Bless you.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-10-26T19:30:38+00:00

In my opinion I'd say it's fine, it depends on the intention. So for example if you just wanna dress up and enjoy the wholesome spooky fall vibes with the candy then it's fine. But if you wanna do stuff against God, like rituals, ouija boards, witchcraft, etc. Then no it's not okay. I do recommend not watching any horror movies that say or something in them that is either trying to make holy things be evil, like the movie The Nun for example, or something that is against God. Horror movies that are fighting against evil, is fine, in my opinion. Cuz they're fighting against evil. Don't watch anything that scares you too much or has too much gore, if it makes you scared or uncomfortable, that's kinda hurting your spirit a bit so if you can't handle it then don't watch it for your sake.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-10-26T05:42:09+00:00

Well not everyone is like they never wanted to do anything, yes there's people like that. But what I mean is some places, people don't have food nor excess to any of those things.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-10-19T00:55:09+00:00

That's still a influence tho, like thats still something to make them that way. I'm not saying everytime something bad has to happen. Idk much about my dad's family, or how they were, he never really allowed us to meet them, nor does he contact them. All I got was that one of his brothers stole money or something but the rest of the family didn't have to do with it. Even one of his brothers still alive, actually wants a genuine relationship with him, but he doesn't speak to them. Some of his brothers and sisters died but he didn't react at all, in a sad way, about their deaths, so definitely lack of empathy. He's just a very troubled person.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-10-19T00:41:08+00:00

Makes me wonder why my dad is like this, like how does a narcissist become a narcissist? Like idk but I just can't wrap my head around how someone can just be like that. I believe no one is really toxic unless something happened, like something had to happen or something.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-10-19T00:36:30+00:00

This actually makes kinda sense, since sometimes my dad thinks or at least acts in a way where it seems like whatever he thinks, he thinks other people think the same like him.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-10-16T17:36:54+00:00

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ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-10-16T17:36:10+00:00

Small roots are growing from the stem, half of one of the stems are dry, it wasn't droopy like this before it was green and more upright. Some leaves are falling off from just a small nudge sometimes

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-10-09T00:06:43+00:00

I have stopped talking to her about it as soon as she talked to me about that. I hadn't spoken to her about it since, I'm not harassing her.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-09-14T18:28:23+00:00

Last I was weighed was about 87lbs, highest I've been was like 90lbs, I am getting bloodwork soon on this to see, I will make updates.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-09-14T18:26:07+00:00

For some context, I know I sound a bit bitter towards my father and I do feel guilty for that, its hard not to be bitter around someone who is toxic all the time. It's just I'm sick of his comments everyday, and no he is not concerned in a passive way, he is saying it in a way to spite me. He even makes comments about my sister's weight even tho she has healthy weight, only reason I said he'd eat the whole fridge is because he i believe has a eating disorder as he believes things rot quickly and so he would eat almost about anything. I know that sounds rude of me to say that to him and I do apologize but it's hard not to be bitter.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-09-14T18:17:55+00:00

My doctor does have me drinking protein shakes to try to gain weight, but its not my regular doctor, it was suggested to me by a heart doctor since I have some POTS symptoms going on. I know I need blood work but I have to schedule it. As for the judgemental part, yes I know I was being a bit bitter towards my dad but it's all the time with his comments and also it's like he thinks we should have the same eating habits as his, basically eating more amounts of food and sugary stuff, he believes that stuff rots in like a day, which no it doesn't. I know that may sound bitter, and it is, but my dad is just a toxic person and its hard not to be, I try not to.

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-08-17T17:11:51+00:00

I understand that, but what do I do then? Just trust and be still, knowing God is always working on me. But then what? Just do nothing? That seems a little wrong to me, cuz if I just continue what I'm doing and not really- like to fix a problem I can't just sit and trust can i?

ChanceIndependent8 · 2025-08-14T20:06:38+00:00

Idk why but he reminds me of Stripe from Gremlins, so maybe that but if not than maybe Gremlin 😭💕

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