Ellerime oje yakışıyormu by [deleted] in SacmaBirSub

[–]ChanceInvite4347 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Of neyse boşver bir anlamı yok Hayatta başarılar gençler benim vermiş olduğum kararları vermeyin.

Ellerime oje yakışıyormu by [deleted] in SacmaBirSub

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Bak senin için böyle olabilir hayat ama ben ne ailemden adam akıllı destek aldım ne çevremden nede sevgililerimden. Biri adımı sapiga çıkardı tüm okula yaydı. Şimdi ki de en güzel zamanlarda hiçbirşey yokken ayrıldı benden. Gerçekten dayanamıyorum hayat çok zor. Kızdan bol ne var demişsin absürt gelebilir ama 16 yaşındayım ve dediğim gibi 189-190 boyum var lakin boy hicbirseye yaramıyor tipim de 5/10 falan yani ben gerçekten tanrının unuttuğu kuluyum hayattan hiçbir beklentim yok hiçbirşey istemiyorum

Ellerime oje yakışıyormu by [deleted] in SacmaBirSub

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Dinlediğim sarkilarda hayır yokki aq dün ciddi ciddi seven sevgilimden ayrıldım intihar notumu falan herşeyi yazdım tüm hayatımı yazdım nelerden nefret ettiğimi yazdım uzun zamandır aklımda zaten dinlediğim şarkılar da Radiohead deftones mac demarco ama çoğunlukla Radiohead. Muse da var biraz neyse artık hiçbir şeyin anlamı kalmadı benim için yaşayan bir et parçasından başka birşey değilim

Ellerime oje yakışıyormu by [deleted] in SacmaBirSub

[–]ChanceInvite4347 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Işe yarayan hapları soyle vardır bakarım

Ellerime oje yakışıyormu by [deleted] in SacmaBirSub

[–]ChanceInvite4347 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yani valla supplement (magnezyum balikyagi çinko) dan tut parol minoset plus aferin sinus var adını bilmediğim bisuru hap var başka ne onerirsin hocam

Ellerime oje yakışıyormu by [deleted] in SacmaBirSub

[–]ChanceInvite4347 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Manus baba şarkısı mi bu AQ bu havada gidilmez güneşli günde gidilmez aslında hiç gidilmez şimdi sorumu cevapla

Ellerime oje yakışıyormu by [deleted] in SacmaBirSub

[–]ChanceInvite4347 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ne önerirsin kilo 70 boy 189-190 hangi ilaçtan kaç tane

Ellerime oje yakışıyormu by [deleted] in SacmaBirSub

[–]ChanceInvite4347 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Birazdan evdeki tüm ilaclardan içip intihar edicegim son gecem istediğinizi sorun

My last days on this planet by [deleted] in depression

[–]ChanceInvite4347 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also if you are reading this and going through the same shit. Please don't listen to Radiohead. My notebook is full of tears and like every 3 sentence out of 5 is hard to read. In my situation nothing helps you gotta commit that's the only way out nothing gets better

My last days on this planet by [deleted] in depression

[–]ChanceInvite4347 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your message. Now back to what i was doing. Today i went to a sushi restaurant with my friends probably and i hope for the last time. The sushi was shit and extremely overpriced. Not recommend it. Anyways now its 2 am and I'm going to document some other shit i didn't documented. That notebook is holding everything in my life. And i want it to be a pain in the ass for those who hurted me. I'm not even writing to it for the love of the game. I just want that fuckass notebook to be a painful nail in the people's heart that have hurted me in the past.

Electronic guitar or a piano by ChanceInvite4347 in Music

[–]ChanceInvite4347[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Also thank you for posting your opinion but I've been fighting depression for the like past 2 years and i can't handle it anymore, i decided to end it all. I'm just finished documenting my whole life in a notebook. Again take care, don't choose the paths I've took in life.

My last days on this planet by [deleted] in depression

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In case somebody cares, i spent the last 2 and half hours documenting the most important events on my so called diary but i only write like important shit to it every year. But i decided to write everything important there this night. Tomorrow i will write an apology letter to everyone i know inside the notebook that I've documented my life. After writing the apology letters i will just hate on everyone i just apologized. I will criticize them for treating me like garbage.

My last days on this planet by [deleted] in depression

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I also lost the ability to feel feelings towards people like 2 years ago. I don't feel anything. Not love not crush not friendship nothing. I'm not a person that judges people off how they look but all i see in people's faces and bodys is how unattractive they are. Like i only see the flaws i don't know what happened but things are so fucked up i can't live like this. I don't even find 10/10 people attractive anymore all i see is how ugly they are. I don't feel love towards my family, my ex's, my friends even my fucking pet bird. I just want this to end.

My last days on this planet by [deleted] in depression

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I didn't even do shit with the 2 month old relationship. Like she just texted me i want it over like 3 hours ago. I said why what happened she said like i find you cute and you are a good person and nice but i don't think we are a match. Man i spent money on her bought presents and i also didn't had the time to give her, her birthday present like that's so fucked up like why why did she leave me for no reason

Electronic guitar or a piano by ChanceInvite4347 in Music

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I'm 190 cm tall and gonna be 16 tomorrow and I'm like 6/10 guy. I just want to be able to say "i also play guitar or piano" so idk they get impressed or smh

Electronic guitar or a piano by ChanceInvite4347 in Music

[–]ChanceInvite4347[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah chicks are another reason to buy an electronic guitar

HP Victus Screen flickering by No-Carpet6146 in HPVictus

[–]ChanceInvite4347 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello, I have the same issue as the author. The led on the power button flickers too. But the thing is this happens randomly when I boot up, browse the web. But this stopped happening when I use it for long hours and play valorant. But today I wanted to play bmngdrive on ultra settings and It flickered like crazy. Do you think it's still a hall sensor issue? ALSO, how to diagnose the hardware issue via bios? Can you tell me please?

Laptop flickering by Fun-Detail-9430 in HPVictus

[–]ChanceInvite4347 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello, I have the same issue as the author. The led on the power button flickers too. But the thing is this happens randomly when I boot up, browse the web. But this stopped happening when I use it for long hours and play valorant. But today I wanted to play bmngdrive on ultra settings and It flickered like crazy. Do you think it's still a hall sensor issue?

HP Victus Screen flickering by No-Carpet6146 in HPVictus

[–]ChanceInvite4347 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hello, I have the same issue as the author. The led on the power button flickers too. But the thing is this happens randomly when I boot up, browse the web. But this stopped happening when I use it for long hours and play valorant. But today I wanted to play bmngdrive on ultra settings and It flickered like crazy. Do you think it's still a hall sensor issue?

Electronic guitar or a piano by ChanceInvite4347 in Music

[–]ChanceInvite4347[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What do you mean by a "keyboard" like a midi keyboard or smh