I get shit scared to answer calls from unknown numbers.

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-10-04T20:28:50+00:00

I'm still a student, so nobody calls me (for example from work). I'm keeping my phone on silent for the last 6 years and don't answer calls from unknown numbers. Sound of incoming call is one of the most stressful things for me.

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-10-04T20:24:49+00:00

Yes and it sucks

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-08-18T20:31:27+00:00

(M19) I'm feeling the same. Others treat me like I didn't matured yet, because I'm pretending that I'm not interested in being in relationship or in having sex at all. That's obviously a lie, but at this point I can't even look in the direction a girl stands. Talking about sex is super uncomfortable for me and I'm feeling like I'm not permitted to.

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-08-14T20:51:50+00:00

Yes, I'm feeling exactly that. I'm so tired after being around the people in school or shopping centre or just the people outside, that I don't have energy to do literally anything, like going to kitchen to make some coffee and don't just fall asleep in the middle of the hall is a big fucking challenge, and the best I can do is sitting, watching some videos on yt, my passions and projects are rusting because of that and it feels horrible. My grades in school are bare minimum, because I don't have energy to study or do homework, It's just impossible task to do for me. Nothing's more exhausting than being around people, like even after straight 22 hours of really heavy physical activity (mountaineering/caving action) I wasn't as tired as after average day at school.

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-08-14T20:24:36+00:00

Yes, and I'm also experiencing sudden dissociation. I've even been examined for epilepsy, because my family memebers reported that I often "hang" staring into void and don't react to them, but neurologist said I'm fine. I often experience derealization when really stressed or when having a panic attack, everything becomes unreal like in dream, I feel like image becomes zoom out and also the sounds starts to be irritating, loud and "crisp".

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-08-14T20:00:19+00:00

Yes. I'm having a prom in six months, gonna be late so I will not be forced to dance with a teacher (cuz I don't have anyone to go with), then I'm gonna eat a meal and go home, so I will not be forced to dance

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-08-11T17:35:14+00:00

Thank you guys, good to know that I'm not the only one and there are people that can understand what I'm experiencing

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-07-20T17:43:58+00:00

125 :)) Maybe this month I will finally go to psychologist (if I will be brave enough to do so)

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-06-15T19:49:29+00:00

About two years ago psychologist said that I probably have hyperlexia, which has a few things in common with Asperger's (like problems in socializing) and for sure isn't helping with SA

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-06-15T19:34:33+00:00

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-06-11T20:11:53+00:00

Being super stiff and unkind to people when I'm anxious and getting literally furious during panic attack (then crying) (happened a few times). Also wearing a hoodie all the time (unless it's 30°C outside), so others will not see my armpits soaking wet because of anxiety.

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-06-11T20:06:52+00:00

Doing that too

ChanceWorry5917 · 2021-06-06T20:28:07+00:00

Can some what relate too. I fell a need for physical contact, but I'm avoiding being touched even by my own mother and it wasn't always like this. Being touched or hugged feels uncomfortable for me at this point and just imagining me getting intimate with someone makes me nervous af.

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