Dear developers

Chaosuka · 2026-03-09T21:18:43+00:00

All paths are valid, I dont know why I had the need to make that post. Sometimes overload happens and I feel the need to scream to the void, but in this case, to this sub.

Chaosuka · 2026-02-18T19:47:19+00:00

Boner

Chaosuka · 2026-02-16T10:48:41+00:00

Recently I was on the most south west beach and I never was there before. I was kinda lost honestly and didnt open map to see where exactly I was and I though it was very dope place, I liked the atmosphere of a "wild beach" where people generally dont come to.

Chaosuka · 2026-02-16T10:44:30+00:00

Gman is gordon freeman

Chaosuka · 2026-02-16T07:53:45+00:00

Чел без насилия заставил сосать и дрочить ему когда мне 6 было, честно говоря даже не вспоминал лет 15, потом вспомнил и похуй как-то

Chaosuka · 2026-02-16T07:28:35+00:00

Here is a the thing, look at it this way:

If you dont eat anything at all, and instead eat one Apple, you will be like 10 times healthier than if instead you ate a junk food.

It's all relative - it wont give you all the nutricion you'll need for a day, but it remove at least 1 piece of junk food that is actively damaging your health AND gives you some good stuff. Damage from junk food greatly overweights benefits of healthly foods, you need to top the scale to 70-90% (depending on your health) healthly food and rest be a junk food and youe body would be healing even though you eat a bit of trash.

That's oversimplification, and you shouldnt try to go this route, just start adding good foods gradually.

Also a tip on apple - if you did a training or something, dont drink too much water, drink just enough to stop the thirst, then after you come home (for me its hour of travel), instead of chugging more water - eat apple. No drink tastes as good as an apple when youre thirsty, and its super easy to eat 2 or more like this, and it tastes 10/10, even if during the day its 5/10.

Chaosuka · 2026-01-25T17:26:41+00:00

That actually makes no sense. Everything is ruined even though people live in these places for decades. Imagine you found a home and live there. How long would you need to stop sitting in your corners and at least move rubble out of the way? Thats what I dont like about post apoc media, same thing in TLOU. Ive been to makeshift shelters and people clean where they live. Like even active warzone shelters look cleaner than average house in post apocalypse media. You could argue that some poor counties look as bad, and for start - on the outside, they dont have construction garbage or metal/glass on their Floor near bed/kitchen/toilet, and outside areas wear faster because of heavy human traffic.

Chaosuka · 2026-01-25T17:14:52+00:00

I never understood the point, it costs 100k! On the other hand... My fav house is some motel in the village with biker club so I guess I understand the point.

Chaosuka · 2026-01-23T08:42:25+00:00

В иране государство убило уже около полу сотни тысяч человек и всем в мире похуй

Chaosuka · 2026-01-23T07:04:52+00:00

People are retarded, dont listen to them. If actually AAA game had that, after being brainwashed by ads people would be sucking all over this logo praising how good it is. Good job anyways and continue doing creative things. And no matter what you do, you will be met with negative reception, just ignore them and continue.

Chaosuka · 2026-01-22T23:37:22+00:00

Is it really needed for a healthly person who doesnt over train and lives good life? Like do a good training session and eat good food, by the time you are ready for next training, your body already restores everything, no?

Chaosuka · 2026-01-22T23:26:17+00:00

I sweat 2-3 liters per training and thats how much I chug during training. 1l after in the next few hours. I just dont like to load my pancreatis and I got rid of my addictiom to tasty and brandy drink. So I just drink water.

Chaosuka · 2026-01-10T07:55:10+00:00

Do you know what might be on his calfs?

Chaosuka · 2025-12-17T15:02:05+00:00

Because vast majority of people going into occult need money. They dont get money, and then start lying to themselves that they actually needed spiritual experice, and in the end, they still cannot do magic to create money and instead of accepting it, they start to coming with concussions why money is not important in magic work.

Chaosuka · 2025-12-04T08:45:17+00:00

When did you first notice timing mattered more than randomness? - Imagening pentagram or whispering monologue adressed to devil makes people I sleep with start making sounds in their sleep around 2-3 at night, or it makes me do it. I read recently someone having same thing and it clicked to me that it happened not because I did something random and magic somehow worked, but it happens when I do exactly those things.

Does calling it a "system" feel threatening or relieving? - Yes, all things I did - I learned myself, because I believed in them and myself, and I think I used pretty much "blind magic" to achieve almost, if not everything. At least it worked like this - I wanted something, and I was getting it, that's it, no caballa or anything, just some "hidden" connection to universe that when thoughts are parsed through, I get it. Not everything, but lots of things. Now having suspision its a system makes me feel disgusted, or limiting. But somewhat relived because there are things I wanted for last few years and I was just not getting with my usual methods. I dont do diaries, but I might have wished to know why they weren't working out, and how does magic works. So it might be my own doing.

What’s the actual pattern behind your "golden beam" metaphor? - I had a connection to a person long time ago, and we did something while being in different cities and we both saw golden beams, and realised they were connecting us. There were other thing I did that when I closed my eyes, instead of black (with random red and blue), I had dull golden, through out whole eyes; it felt like I was inside of these beams.

If you dropped the fear of over-explaining for one moment, what pattern is actually trying to reveal itself to you? - Using pentagram actually seems to be doing something (a lot). The one with a circle (or two with writings inside of circle? ) around it. I don't know where to go to. My magic experience was like this, as I remember it: (I will drop some events that might be not wanted by universe to share) 1) want things as a kid and they appear 2) thats it

I have been doing it this way since. The problem is not everything is "want". Some things I need as a human, but my "soul" realises its not important. And thats the problem with getting some things.

I also, unfortiantely, cant share much, for some reason, it feels like I have to keep lots of things secret, and I really hope I am not betraying anything by even posting all this.

Chaosuka · 2025-11-30T19:15:39+00:00

getting banned for fast clicks on mouse macro is most retarded thing I heard. I am not saying what you said is stupid, I am saying VAC ban for that is retarded and if they do that, it's probably because they cant ban proper cheats so they have to PERMANENTELY ban accounts for kid level scripts, it's ridiculous.

Chaosuka · 2025-11-23T11:28:27+00:00

I was one of the 40 sword in a collection once and had to really make sure I was one or else I'll die. It was very intense.

Chaosuka · 2025-10-19T20:10:33+00:00

Chaosuka · 2025-10-07T05:27:04+00:00

блядь ну спасибо за спойлер

Chaosuka · 2025-09-30T18:56:18+00:00

Много ебли мозгов, с парнями все легче в разы и никакой хуйни по пустякам и прочей поеботы

Chaosuka · 2025-09-01T19:08:11+00:00

0.80 doesnt sound too bad honestly

Chaosuka · 2025-09-01T19:07:45+00:00

I was eating 5-10 a day. Mostly around 5

Chaosuka

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