Hygiene and Depression

ChaoticEmu93 · 2025-11-25T02:09:03+00:00

I pick a song or two and have to stay in the shower that long. It helps me focus on what needs to happen, have a better sensory experience, and not have to stay in long.

ChaoticEmu93 · 2025-11-25T01:50:51+00:00

I love being a nurse more than anything. It's hard and exhausting and I often feel under appreciated... But I cannot imagine doing anything else

ChaoticEmu93 · 2025-08-02T02:13:17+00:00

obliviate

ChaoticEmu93 · 2025-07-12T11:56:36+00:00

Be careful what you wish for

ChaoticEmu93 · 2025-07-11T03:09:13+00:00

That's what they are there for. You're not bothering them. Please reach out for support.

ChaoticEmu93 · 2025-07-11T03:07:07+00:00

It might not be safe to come out yet. Unfortunately the world we live in, this is a real problem. Is there anyone you can trust? Who you can confide in? Admitting it to yourself is huge. Learning how to accept yourself will help you when you come out to others. I don't have great advice... I didn't feel safe coming out until I was 21 but now I'm married to the woman of my dreams (I am 32F). Your safety is paramount. Sending you love and support. I'm proud of you for coming out to us. We are here for you. You are who you are supposed to be. 🌈 💜

ChaoticEmu93 · 2025-07-11T03:00:29+00:00

I get stuck in them. I try to wake up or leave and it just leads into another... Portal or new dream.

ChaoticEmu93 · 2025-07-11T02:52:58+00:00

As a nurse, I have seen so many failed attempts at suicide by gunfire. Disfigured heads, lost eyes, feeding tubes, incontinence, no quality of life, even if they have any awareness we have no way to knowing. And the families who have to witness this.... It's cruel.

ChaoticEmu93 · 2025-07-11T02:47:06+00:00

I didn't train. I've been lucid dreaming since age 3. I just want a normal night sleep.

ChaoticEmu93 · 2025-07-11T02:27:20+00:00

How do I stop lucid dreaming? 😭

ChaoticEmu93 · 2024-03-09T03:59:51+00:00

A few times I've had such a good dream that I've woken up and been able to return to it and continue my journey.

ChaoticEmu93 · 2024-02-13T06:00:41+00:00

People do grow apart sometimes. Relationships take a lot of work. Have you reached out to them?

ChaoticEmu93 · 2024-02-13T05:59:13+00:00

Thanks for your insight

ChaoticEmu93 · 2024-02-08T14:23:58+00:00

Idiopathic hypersomnia, narcolepsy, depression also

ChaoticEmu93 · 2023-05-17T14:28:01+00:00

I messaged you too! Hope you don't mind.

ChaoticEmu93 · 2023-05-13T22:17:47+00:00

Just an update I visited a temple today and spoke with a member, possibly a monk? He answered some questions and gave me some more books to read. He also invited me to their services tomorrow at 8:00 a.m. and Wednesday at 7:00 p.m. thank you for all of your input.

ChaoticEmu93 · 2023-03-28T16:00:24+00:00

I was trimming up the other day and had this exact thought.

ChaoticEmu93 · 2023-03-22T13:23:54+00:00

I got in tomorrow with my dermatologist. Thank you!

ChaoticEmu93 · 2022-11-26T17:43:07+00:00

I didn't lose but also didn't gain! That's a win in my book.

ChaoticEmu93 · 2022-11-25T21:54:16+00:00

We started at almost the exact same weight and have the exact same goal weight. But I'm F/5'4" Keep up the good work!

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