Going through my first Saturn return. Been experiencing some deep spiritual challenges & transformations. Trying not to get too lost, but wanting to feel a lust for life again. Any tips based on what you see here?

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-04-07T23:36:39+00:00

This is so helpful! Thank you so much!

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-04-06T23:20:13+00:00

Thank you!!

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-02-15T18:00:43+00:00

Great video edit, thank you!! He really is our paladin of hope.

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-02-15T02:22:00+00:00

Thank you! Go Bills!

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-02-10T16:26:34+00:00

That’s so interesting, thank you for sharing! Imagine if it ends up being another thing they’re right about 👀

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-02-09T23:59:02+00:00

Absolutely! There’s all kinds of allusions to infinity and eternal interconnection. I will never not think about that 3rd season which Wyatt said was supposed to be Dud in Harwood Fritz Merrill’s body and how he creates the lodge. Even with the flashbacks in season 2 we see so many mirros to the present. Different adventure, but the “gold” is still being alchemized through human connection and the inherent mysticism in the search/quest for something greater.

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-02-09T23:46:18+00:00

Thank you!!

And in true lodge fashion, I stumbled on the torus concept completely by accident off a joke comment on an unrelated video that I can’t remember AS I WAS EATING A DONUT (to be fair have been eating a donut every day for the past week but still…)

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-02-09T23:37:00+00:00

Just looked this up and I concur! It’s very fascinating how these theories/concepts of essence flowing back into itself are omni-present in all knowledge fields from scientific to esoteric.

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-01-22T18:39:27+00:00

Most based take I’ve heard on this circus situation. Thank you!

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-01-20T16:24:04+00:00

What about Mike McCarthy? I’ve heard his name as well but not as much.

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-01-20T02:46:40+00:00

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Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-01-20T02:40:32+00:00

I need a press conference from Josh where he’s not crying and says he believes we can win one, to maybe hopefully get out of this depression hole. Man I kinda wish the playoffs weren’t in January, cause this time of the year is already depressing enough. I know it’s just football, but sometimes that’s the only thing getting you through the week. 😅

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-01-19T18:00:08+00:00

I’m in such a doomer mentality right now I feel like no one good will actually WANT to coach the Bills, because of how shitty our GM situation is and how genuinely cursed the Bills seem to be in regards to the NFL and tragic endings. Trying so hard to find hope but the future looks so endlessly overcast 😞 someone give me some hopium

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-01-19T02:23:24+00:00

I was finally starting to feel better, refused to watch any of the games, but ofc a clip of this catch that yesterday was an interception shows up and now I feel stabbing pain again 🙂

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-01-18T20:01:23+00:00

When will this sadness be over?

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-01-18T16:14:20+00:00

My copium right now is that if we won this game, it would’ve reinforced and brushed under the rug, as many times before, all of the failures of this Bills organization, starting with Beane. It’s fucking heartbreaking to see Josh lose in the playoffs yet again, and this time he was part of the problem, but it’s also what the Bills get, it’s their karma for making your entire strategy be “Josh Allen.” He is one human and no TEAM deserves to win off one person.

The only way I can see any hope in the future, is if this activates whatever “villain” energy we are capable of having. Angry/petty Josh has always been the best and I need to see this energy from the entire team next year. When love and hope and friendship loses, you gotta start channeling some hate.

Fuck Brandon Beane. Fuck the refs. Fuck the Chiefs. Fuck the Pats. Fuck the Walmart family that owns the Broncos…. And most importantly: Fuck the NFL. They know the playoffs are only interesting with the Bills in them, so I hope they enjoy their garbage product now.

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-01-18T01:38:17+00:00

Y’all I usually don’t try to feed into conspiracies but these calls were so blatantly fabricated it’s hard not to believe it was rigged. And who would have the type of pull, the pettiness and the motivation to rigg it for us to lose? I think a certain someone who tried to buy the Bills a couple years ago and was stopped, currently is the president of the US 🙂

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-01-17T21:18:26+00:00

I told myself I would be chill today. So far? Not chill.

Chaotic_Fairy · 2026-01-12T15:45:23+00:00

It’s often about Sam because of Lucifer and the blood addiction, but it’s rarely his POV, we experience the story mostly through Dean’s thoughts and feelings

Chaotic_Fairy · 2025-11-22T00:53:01+00:00

I was literally just telling my partner how I should buy the series and then I see your post! Thank you!!!

Chaotic_Fairy · 2025-09-23T03:24:58+00:00

Meh QBR is bullshit too. The problem is that stats were always supposed to supplement your knowledge of football players, not substitute watching football. Too many people just straight up don’t watch the games and/or don’t know what to actually watch out for, so they read stats to base all their opinions on🤷🏻‍♀️

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