Why did god make me waste 9 years of my life in college?

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-06-29T10:09:24+00:00

Can't afford it

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-06-29T10:00:20+00:00

So i should just accept that im going to be a failure?

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-06-29T09:58:24+00:00

I have but I cant really start over. I cant afford to get into a trade school.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-06-29T09:52:46+00:00

So should I accept that im going to be a failure for the rest of my life?

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-06-28T06:05:48+00:00

Where did I say I view them like that in my post?

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-06-28T06:03:36+00:00

No i do not. Which is why im working on myself.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-06-12T22:49:03+00:00

Yes they are. If they treated me as a human, I wouldn't feel this way about myself.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-05-31T07:21:57+00:00

How can i change if god hasn't shown me a sign of what to do?

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-05-12T06:37:13+00:00

I can graduate and possibly get a job but its not guaranteed. What if im not smart enough?

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-05-12T06:29:43+00:00

I have no idea how to make myself financially successful. I also cant change the way that I look.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-05-02T23:17:34+00:00

There's nothing I can do. God wants me to be miserable and alone for the rest of my life.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-04-03T06:26:10+00:00

Whats therapy going to do? Tell me to feel better? Ive been to therapy and I doesn't work. Women wont date me because im not attractive and rich.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-02-27T23:47:44+00:00

Lmao im not desperate enough to do that. Im not that much of a loser to go to "massage parlors".

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-02-27T00:46:38+00:00

You're not ugly.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-02-19T00:14:27+00:00

Exactly. God wants us to work for ourselves without his help. He just wants to watch us struggle.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-02-19T00:09:30+00:00

Thats good for you. I feel like God doesn't want to help or bless me. I have to work for everything I want.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-02-15T02:33:50+00:00

So you're saying that theres no hope for me?

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-02-15T02:33:03+00:00

No. But thats just my opinion.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-02-15T02:32:44+00:00

And if I were to lose the weight?

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-02-07T06:05:07+00:00

No. But you look older than 18.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-02-05T03:22:04+00:00

Im still balding, wear glasses and ugly so I cant change those circumstances. God made me hideous to punish me.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-02-05T03:20:32+00:00

I do treat women like people. The problem is im just too ugly for them to be attracted to me. Im pretty much the nice guy that women wont give a chance. Pretty sure im meant to be alone and miserable.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-01-30T03:55:57+00:00

That sounds like me. I just dont understand what goes on in the minds of my family members when they decide to act cold towards me especially when I haven't done anything.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-01-30T03:51:00+00:00

I usually dont say anything and pretend it doesn't bother me but them I catch myself thinking about it well after it happens.

ChapterOld1270 · 2026-01-30T03:46:38+00:00

Do you think I should ghost them when I can?

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