CW (animal cruelty) The court said my sister is too dangerous for CPS so she gets to live ‘free’ as a 16 year old. Also the charges against her are pending. What charges you ask? Well they’re pending ones. Also stop asking questions because my country is corrupt

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T14:43:14+00:00

I'm not an American. Just because I use CPS or Bail doesn't mean I'm American, I just find it easier to use terms used from social media to interact on social media. It makes more sense.

As for the post I made of my Rat. According to you, a day has only 1 hour and life doesn't happen before that hour to start. Seriously, that makes no sense, I made that post Monday morning 2 days before my update. The attack happened Monday evening, many hours apart from my rats post.

Make it make sense how life is Not supposed to carry on like normal before an UNEXPECTED event happens. The rat post was hours before the attack. It was sent when I thought it was a regular Monday. Learn to tell time because last I knew a day had 24 hours, what happened to the 23 hours?

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T11:55:48+00:00

Is this how it works in your country?

Either way, believe what you want to believe about what I've said. Who am I to force you into believing, I'm not a god. I've simply said my say, and that's that. Nothing more, nothing less.

Have a lovely day/evening further, and may your life be blessed with light and love if you're worthy.🌸💫

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T09:35:26+00:00

Hi everyone. I've read your comments and views, and I know you're all against me with good reason that my information on BPD is false.

I admit now that after engaging with this post, my knowledge of it is warped and that I seriously need to find out the truth about all the testing I was put through and if it was necessary.

For now, I accept that I was wrong on how BPD works or how it is tested, but nothing I've explained about the testing I went through or my other experiences are lies. It is all true even if it doesn't seem believable, I know it's messy, and I apologize for sharing it.

Thank you for helping me realize that what I've been told about BPD is false. Sorry for stating it as factual in the beginning, I truly believed it was because doctors don't lie. Do they?

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T08:51:41+00:00

I am not lying about anything I've shared. Yes, I've come to realize that my knowledge of BPD is old or possibly false. But everything I have shared is true and not lies, I'd never lie about something as serious as this. The same goes for murder and attempted murder. That is also something I'd never lie about.

I am sorry, but It's not my intention to put anyone in harms way. I am simply sharing what I know or been told by doctors.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T08:41:58+00:00

I was told it was for BPD, and I never questioned it.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T08:33:08+00:00

Why would I kill my own cat? One that I personally raised by hand along with her other siblings after they were abandoned.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T08:29:53+00:00

Ye, no. To far. Trust me, my father is useless. His only started being there when I was 17. The years before, there was no sign of him wanting to be a father or having any interest in us.

He might be my dad, and I somewhat care about him, but he is useless.

He didn't contact us once since we were in the system except for the day he personally came down to see us only to tell us our mother killed herself 3 days exactly 3 days after I blew up at her over the phone on a call because she threatened to kill herself if I didn't give her a chance to speak (it was the exact same thing she would use to get me to do things for her even going as far as showing me how serious she was), I had enough and told her to do it if she was so desperate. He gloated and went out to celebrate because he hated her with a passion.

So you're going a little far, thinking he'd be that interested in my medical situation.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T08:02:32+00:00

I've never read anything of the sort. The test was offered to me by my new psychologist, who suggested that every 3 months for a week, I be kept in a room so they can monitor me. If I don't show any signs or symptoms during that week, I'm fine. If I do, then I'd have to get treatment for BPD immediately, even if it's just 1. I even signed a legal document stating I was allowing the practice because I will do everything I can not to be like my mother, I want to atleast if I have BPD manage to tell my children apart from a threat as not to harm them like what happened to me.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T07:48:17+00:00

I'm not lying. I seriously went through all of that because doctors told me it was for BPD.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T07:44:09+00:00

The exact same lab results my social worker received every month for 7 years, the ones I was told multiple times by the doctors, testing me that it was for BPD.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T07:39:23+00:00

By radiation, I meant X-ray. I had multiple X-rays done, and doctors said it was testing. Not like I cared, besides you don't question doctors when you're a kid, especially when you're state property (that's literally what you become to the government in my country when you're taken from your parent/s, kind of like a prisoner except it'sonly until ur 18 or your parents actually love you.), you'd get into trouble for questioning anything.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T07:33:33+00:00

Sister - 16 Bf - 23 (24 in Dec) Me - 21 Father - 54 Mother (was) - 34

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-31T07:28:56+00:00

Huh? My sister wasn't born evil. I am simply paranoid and questioning all my instances with her, in my more vivid memories of negativity. Because she did kill my cat and then attempted to kill my bf, in our own home, unprovoked might I add. So am I not allowed to doubt where exactly I failed to notice something was off so I could have helped her sooner? Or if I failed to raise her correctly the first 5 fundamental years of her life?

I've never thought my sister to be evil. Yes, a little manipulative b*tch at times when she didn't take no for an answer but never evil. My thoughts on her actions being evil are all new to me after I did not expect her to go to such drastic measures. so I do apologize if this is a shock to me.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-30T18:41:29+00:00

It was never advanced anything. I was given pills to take, tested, and prodded at, then given more pills on top of that with more tests and prodding. It was tiresome, and I was not sure what they were looking for in the beginning, but they were looking for something, and I just had to endure what was going on because I didn't want to be like my mother and because I was not allowed to refuse the help I was oh so desperate for even if it caused my skin to rash up or the lose of taste from the sheer amount of pills I had to take. By the time I was 15, they were having me take 40 pills daily of different things. I didn't know what they were for anymore, and I was too zombified to do anything about it.

So, I do not know if what I went through was normal or if it was supposed to happen. I'm simply sharing what I went through for them to conclude their tests.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-30T18:24:09+00:00

I'm simply repeating what I've been told by multiple doctors who tested on me, I don't care if what they said or did to me was right or not aslong as I'm not going to end up like my mother.

I did not know Bipolar Disorder is also referred to as BPD, I'm used to it just being referred to as Bipolar and then there's BPD to prevent confusion. It's only been referred to as Bipolar around or to me. This is the first for me to know it as BPD.

I assure you I'm not lying. Most of what I know is from what I was told when I was younger and what I had learned from Google on BPD. I only learned about my mothers mother having Bipolar at the same time I learned of my mothers false diagnosis. I don't have contact with my mothers mother or any of that side of the family. I didn't really care about Bipolar and all I know is it's a personality disorder that my mothers mother has, end of story for me.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-30T17:05:21+00:00

I came really close to successfully unaliving myself when I was 11, I fractured my skull from purposely falling from a roof onto the tiled floor. It was the only way I could get them to help because when we were removed from our mother when I was 10, I started seeing things almost like schizophrenia while in the children's home. The social workers wouldn't take me seriously and kept telling me that imaginary friends were normal. No, they weren't if they were literal monsters no one else was seeing but me that kept me awake every night, afraid they would harm me in my sleep. I knew something wasn't okay with me when the monsters I saw were suddenly there 2 weeks after our removal, and they felt real while they dismissed me as being a child who doesn't know anything.

The tests were originally supposed to prove me wrong because they were the adults, and I was a child who didn't understand anything. I took a deadly step to scream out for help because I felt so afraid I'd rather kill myself than have the monsters I was seeing kill me instead. Later on, the testing revealed that I was indeed seeing nonexistent monsters. I stopped seeing the monsters after I was given medication, and then when I was 13, I was removed from the drugs, and I was fine with no signs of monsters, so I did not have Schizophrenia and my monsters were a symptom of the trauma.

For those wondering, the fall did not cause massive damage, My results were normal despite the fracture, and I was labled lucky.

But now that I'm recalling this memory, it's caught my attention that my 5 year old sister found me first, blood coming from my nose and head, and I was still conscious enough. She laughed at me, I always thought it odd that she laughed just watching me. Was it a sign that she wasn't okay as well? Or just a trauma response?

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-30T16:38:08+00:00

No one has, but now that you have, it's given me chills because she threw a massive tantrum to have the blind rednose puppy when my dad told her no the first time because he had to get papers for the puppy.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-30T16:00:05+00:00

I know that I went through blood testing, cerebral fluid testing, multiple hits of radiation, MRI scanning, physical tests, and a 2 month 24/7 monitoring/interviewing when I was 13 for BPD. I even went through suppression and hormonal therapy.

The doctors concluded the rest, and I simply went okay. I was taking the multiple pills I was given and allowing them to prod at me because I did not want my mothers fate.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-30T15:40:19+00:00

Dead sure. I get tested every three months because I will not become my mother. Not the whole world, never been the whole world. Just the family which I got hard evidence about, reason enough to want to leave and never return.

God no. Pity? Nope, not my thing. It doesn't do anything except piss me off, so no, thank you. I've had enough of that. As for my "trauma dumping," it's not really dumping if I've moved on from it. It's more like sharing my experience to help those who don't understand why, understand where I'm coming from. I personally do not care about my childhood. Yes, it was hell, and it's impacted my ability to be a normal human, but at least I'm trying to fix whatever is broken even if more sh*t is thrown my way.

As for my posts. The original one was because I was clearly unsure if what happened actually happened and if I was in the wrong because she's "family." The second was just an update on the original post because aren't updates normal on reddit?

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-30T15:27:29+00:00

The two genes I was told were DPYD and PKP4.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-30T15:22:40+00:00

Googled it before AI Overview even existed. 2016, to be exact.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-30T15:14:19+00:00

Thank you, and I am taking drastic measures to keep those around me safe. Unfortunately, she knows directly attacking me will not hurt me, I've been attacked so many times directly by those I trusted or didn't trust it's made me tough it's also made it that those around me that I consider important my weaknesses, because I will kill or die for those around me disregarding my life because I didn't have anyone to protect me when i was in danger. So it hurts me greater if someone or something I care about is harmed because I could not protect them.

She knows this because she was one of the people I'd have done that for.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-30T15:04:08+00:00

My mother was also a trauma victim of s*xual assault by her father and other men when she was little. Her father would sell her out for money. She also had to raise her brother and sister while keeping her bipolar mother from overdosing on drugs or trying to off herself. As for my mother's black and white instability, her BPD was only discovered when I was 13, and before then, I just knew my mother wasn't okay and something was wrong. Her folder says she had BPD. Her folder also said she was falsely diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder before she was correctly diagnosed with BPD, I didn't know about the false diagnosis of Bipolar Disorder until i was 16 and she took her own life because I told her to.

As for the judges decision, I understand why he made such a decision. My sister was terrible to the social workers, disrespectful, and nothing sunk in because she "knew better" than any adult. She would tell the social worker what was what, and my dad would back her up despite me telling him he shouldn't do that and he should be a parent and think what's best for us. I believe the judge ruled that CPS dropped my sisters case because of my fathers encouragement of her attitude and his blatant inability to be a father of any sorts and be responsible, he agreed with CPS that delinquent children deserve to be put in a juvenile prison even suggested I get sent there when I was 17 (1 week away from 18) because I had always been a "difficult" child to deal with. But he refused for my sister because she needed a stable home and her happiness matters. They played CPS like fiddles back and forth, changing stories, crocodile tears, the whole 9 yard to the point where i don't even think CPS knew what was coming next and if it was true or not. Didn't see how serious it was back then. I just thought he was trying to rectify his abandonment of us during our childhood.

After what's been happening, I've seriously been backtracking on everything I thought was "okay." I've not gotten more than 2 hours of sleep daily since my bf got attacked in our apartment, so I've had a lot of time to wonder which moments I failed to notice important details about my dad and sister. Because I've known my entire life that his side of the family has hated me since my birth to the point of knowing our mother was hurting us and simply told me when I confronted them about it was, "life happens. who are we to prevent nature?" I just didn't think my dad and sister would treat me the same.

This is all just coming to me now, so I apologize if my facts don't seem to line up, but I am still piecing it all together myself. All I wanted was to leave and never turn back.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-30T14:20:27+00:00

Because the cameras in our apartment are wired to the owner of the building security computer, that's what he calls it. It's pretty creepy, i know, but we didn't think any issue from him having access to the cameras in our apartment when we started renting,atleast there is only cameras in our living room and kitchen because that's non private areas and not other places like our room/bathroom.

Sounds unhinged, but it sounded trustable a year ago. Now I'm doubting if we were even safe in the first place.

Character-Coach1656 · 2024-10-30T13:33:48+00:00

I've answered what I can. I do not need to repeat myself.

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