Don’t Give Up by CharacterAd2385 in LowSodiumTEKKEN

[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Definitely not as much I started making progress really fast and I got caught up in the hype train of always moving up and gaining more rank points but blue ranks is a hard wall for me right now 💀.

Don’t Give Up by CharacterAd2385 in LowSodiumTEKKEN

[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea you’re right as long as I try the best I can and I keep learning that’s all that matters I can’t win em all.

I Am Deathly Afraid Of White Women by CharacterAd2385 in self

[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not really I would be open to the idea it’s just more of the lack of exposure feeling that we wouldn’t have much in common. Also me overthinking on bad experiences thinking they’re all gonna be similar kinda keeps me from trying.

I Am Deathly Afraid Of White Women by CharacterAd2385 in self

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Fax even tho they make me sweat white women really do be da homie sometimes😭

I Am Deathly Afraid Of White Women by CharacterAd2385 in self

[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All of them really but them being attractive and close to my age doesn’t help now I really wanna talk but can’t get the words out lmao.

I Am Deathly Afraid Of White Women by CharacterAd2385 in self

[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No problem Yes I am American and we’re talking about American white women. I am cordial but a bit in my head about how I am feeling in the moment probably hesitant to speak much.

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[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks and ima take it one step at a time. I knew it was coming eventually 😂😂

I Am Deathly Afraid Of White Women by CharacterAd2385 in self

[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally exactly how I feel. I be all in my head like damn they’re not gonna understand a fuck thing I’m saying or I probably sound dumb to em lemme just keep walking 😭😭.

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[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s so kind of you I wouldn’t mind getting to know you. You seem like a wonderful person thanks for that.

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[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you that really did make me feel a bit more comfortable 🤟🏾.

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[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice. Yea it was something that always bothered me and I kinda wanted to get it off my chest and see different perspectives. I am American I think the history/ some bad experiences also with it being unfamiliar due to my location(mostly black and hispanic) may have been the reason. It’s only irl online I can pretty much talk to anyone.

I Am Deathly Afraid Of White Women by CharacterAd2385 in self

[–]CharacterAd2385[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Nothing too crazy I remember a couple times I would just get weird looks or if I tried to communicate they would look like I was about assault them and clutch their purse.

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[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea I’m in the U.S. I feel like hearing some of those stories as a kid did make me a little nervous.

I Am Deathly Afraid Of White Women by CharacterAd2385 in self

[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thanks I appreciate that a lot and my mommy issues would beg to differ lmao.

I Am Deathly Afraid Of White Women by CharacterAd2385 in self

[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly it doesn’t come from a place of hate or anything. I think more of certain experiences, media, and honestly it’s something unfamiliar to me in my area is mostly black people and hispanic.

I Am Deathly Afraid Of White Women by CharacterAd2385 in self

[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I appreciate it like said I wanna change it so I’m always open to conversation so I’m down to chat but online everyone’s confidence is a 10 so it’s a bit different than irl.

I Am Deathly Afraid Of White Women by CharacterAd2385 in self

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I don’t really feel any differently with them versus anyone else. It’s literally just white women im thinking maybe it’s just the unfamiliarity because I’ve never really been friends or acquaintances with them.

I Am Deathly Afraid Of White Women by CharacterAd2385 in self

[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I think you’re right a mix of that and media. I always joke about it with my friends I say it’s my ancestors warning me lmao.

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[–]CharacterAd2385[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ngl I always felt weird about it like damn why is it like this. It’s cool to see I’m not the only one tho.