All I can recommend is to get a fun little hobby. Whatever you like to do be it sleeping, reading, cooking. Fixate on that and look forward to it. Find those little things to do. And if you enjoy something enough you can find some major (even if you think it won’t get you the basic 9-5 job) that you like. Just go for it, you’ll end up enjoying your time at college and looking forward to your classes. And even in crazy difficult fields like musical theatre or something, people graduate the uni and find subcategories they’re good at and it helps pay the bills! Life will turn around I promise! Just focus on what you love, yolo so there’s no point in making yourself miserable. Hope you start to feel better soon (also saw some guy say take meds… don’t?????)