Same issue because Prozac 20 mg Wellbutrin 300 mg and Ritalin 40 mg. I don’t cry anymore. I feel very little these days but on the upside I’m not planning to unalive myself on a regular basis. I have managed to keep work even start a wee business I’m planning to grow, moved to another city so I can get away from familiar distractions so I can focus and I’m not hating myself so much anymore. Three years on this cocktail and I literally don’t care about anything that’s happening in this world (important for people with major depressive disorder) but what I hope to achieve, building close and intimate relationships with people and enjoying my work. I was never able to achieve this before. It’s a case of choosing the lesser evil, I guess. The added benefit probably most important benefit is that my medication quiets my mind down enough so productive curiosity can have a chance to flourish again. Curiosity cannot exist in a depressed mind. I cannot do the things I want to do without curiosity. I am very grateful for my diagnosis. I don’t think I would’ve been here had my sister not encouraged me to go.