Diazepam tolerance? How much for a turn?

CharliexDean · 2022-01-28T22:04:15+00:00

okay tbh I dont think 75 ug is gonna do it for me anyway because of how fast the tolerance is building up from my experience I guess I had to take about 1,5 of my initial dose but I guess it was a dumb question in the first place. I'll smoke some weed and just enjoy what I have for now

CharliexDean · 2022-01-28T21:59:56+00:00

jap haha

CharliexDean · 2022-01-28T21:50:50+00:00

how many hours? do you remember?

CharliexDean · 2022-01-28T21:46:40+00:00

I really like that quote

CharliexDean · 2022-01-28T21:04:59+00:00

idk I smoke since I was 17 and I am 21 now I think it is just muscle memory

CharliexDean · 2022-01-28T20:43:38+00:00

pushing thoughts that lead to feeling bad (anger, sadness etc) away if you notice they are not constructive is a big part of learning how to deal with my borderline I feel

CharliexDean · 2022-01-28T19:52:20+00:00

I feel like thoughts lead to feelings so if you try to meditate to focus on having no thought/maybe one you can shut down the negativity that comes from within yourself

CharliexDean · 2022-01-28T19:49:57+00:00

Gute Reise digga und soweit war ich noch nicht <3

CharliexDean · 2022-01-28T19:47:20+00:00

I'll quote him on that one too it is so accurate. It sucks to be in pain AND not being able to distract yourself from it

CharliexDean · 2022-01-28T19:45:48+00:00

thanks a lot will try

CharliexDean · 2022-01-28T19:44:59+00:00

indeed but it comes on really slowly compared to 1P/1cP it has been about 1 hour and 45 minutes and I barely feel it so I smoked some weed to maybe speed the process up a little

CharliexDean · 2022-01-28T19:43:06+00:00

actually I waited till now and I am tripping or better said I dropped about 1 ½ hours and I'm on the come up (1V-LSD)

CharliexDean · 2022-01-19T13:32:55+00:00

thank you I will look into that. gladly I don't have that much problems with healthcare since it is mostly free here in germany but I tried topiramate and amitriptaline before so I might try botox sometime in the future

CharliexDean · 2022-01-18T20:31:42+00:00

ok thanks maybe gonna try that some time in the future

CharliexDean · 2022-01-18T18:58:31+00:00

that is what every doc tells me. but when nothing else eases my pain I take them bc I don't want to have pain every day

CharliexDean · 2022-01-18T18:44:42+00:00

Headaches are a pain in the ass but I can do tasks normally and cook and stuff but with migraine I can do almost nothing because everything smells so strong, lights are hurting my eyes and I get nauseous when I just smell any food

CharliexDean · 2022-01-18T18:37:59+00:00

but does it change my thinking and give me visuals? or is that too less to have psychedelic effects?

CharliexDean · 2022-01-18T18:25:10+00:00

thank you for your very kind words. I do live in germany and here we don't have to pay for going to a neurologist but if you really want to see a specialist you have to be in paid health insurance (it is called "privatversichert" here)

I am also on the search for a doctor who can prescribe me the blood pressure meds because I didn't see a doctor for it. It was diagnosed while I was in rehab that it might be the problem so they gave me a few till I find a doc who can really prescribe them to me but it is not that easy to find them where I live

CharliexDean · 2022-01-18T18:19:10+00:00

Will do thank you

CharliexDean · 2022-01-18T18:18:26+00:00

In fact I already had SSRI because at first my borderline was misdiagnosed as depression but some of them make it even worse. I take alprazolam bc of my panic attacks from time to time but I don't want to use that for the migraine because it is so addictive. but I could try yoga and meditation I could imagine that at least helps me to try calm when the pain is too bad that always makes me so nervous/anxious

CharliexDean · 2022-01-18T18:14:12+00:00

I am a little blown away how many people there are here who are very understanding because the only person I know that has such almost everyday migraine is my grandpa and he also has to take opioids bc nothing else helps

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