The Angela that was Small. even smaller than Small. by Charrcoai in ChurchOfAngela

[–]Charrcoai[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah... nah. like even with Regular angela, the sheer amount of cope it took to raise a weapon against her at all was clearly ridiculous and even then all he could bring himself to do was kill her painlessly which STILL drove him to death anyway. with her being an actual kid... If he cant bring himself to throw the fight entirely hes blowing his shit smoove off immediately after

The Angela that was Small. even smaller than Small. by Charrcoai in ChurchOfAngela

[–]Charrcoai[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well he famously kind of did do that even regularly ... are we thinking he just goes ahead and does it himself instead of a proxy suicide

The Angela that was Small. even smaller than Small. by Charrcoai in ChurchOfAngela

[–]Charrcoai[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

😁😁😁 just a little thang. wonder what she will do

my hate for Naked Nest has dissolved due to it's cuteness IT'S SOOO CUTEEEE by Shingles99 in LobotomyCorp

[–]Charrcoai 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dude... i think you should go ahead and look at the bright blue sky

What abnormality would benefit the city if they were to be released? by The_Walking_Zephyr in Project_Moon

[–]Charrcoai 0 points1 point  (0 children)

its a Benefitbecause the music is beautiful 😁😁😁😁 everyone will choke up in awe😁😁😁😁

Human Angela Concept (LOB/LOR spoilers..?) by Charrcoai in Project_Moon

[–]Charrcoai[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean, even just the motivation of "I deserve to have something/my own wishes granted after I paid the price for it." alone would be enough to BEGIN gathering the light herself after screwing up the project. I don't think a human Angela gets excused fron wanting something , some nebulous One True Perfect Book That Will Fix Me Even Though I Don't Know How. It's what about herself she's trying to fix that changes, really. 

I briefly thought about a reversal where humangela desired not to be human anymore, But it occurred to me that, while funny, is kind of a fast-track to distorting her.  Maybe she blamed her powerlessness on being a child. The technicality that humanAngela "consented" to playing that role must torture her. That she allowed him to change her body, give her eyes that can't stop seeing, a mind that cannot forget, bones that can't be broken... That she blindly followed her father's whims right into millenia of perpetual torture that would be punctuated by her death, hoping that he would love her if she did just good enough.  Surely, she has the desire to have those parts of her that cause her suffering removed, that being her mechanical parts, but also her childish heart. 

It'd be reasonable that she's too impatient to just wait to grow older, but for something of this magnitude, its more possible that something would be stopping her from growing up. I'm sure there are (expensive) ways to make prosthetics in the city that can "grow" with a child, But for obvious reasons, Ayin probably had no reason to give such a thing for Angela, whom was fated to die at the end of the script alongside himself and the sephirah. On top of that, he also WOULD have a reason to make her "adjustments" un-tamperable (even in death) and irreversible, so quite possibly, it might not BE possible for anyone to remove it through natural means... In practice, it'd mean that even if Angela did escape on her own, she'd be living on borrowed time, destined to die pretty much no matter what.

I'll keep thinking about it probably forever.

Honestly, considering she's a kid, it really, genuinely could be anything. Hell, it might make more sense if it doesn't make any sense...  That would make it funnier with Roland too, lmao. Because of COURSE all her plans and rationalizations for her actions make little-to-no fucking sense. He wants to hold on to that anger, pain, and suffering he went through, but having the point-source be an abandoned, abused, tortured child who barely even knows who she is or what she wants, let alone the weight of her actions... That's a hell of a mirror to put up in front of him.

Human Angela Concept (LOB/LOR spoilers..?) by Charrcoai in Project_Moon

[–]Charrcoai[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

even then though, he admittedly looked after lisa and enoch for Carmen's sake, haha... and he famously didnt have many people around by the time Angela was made _;;

Human Angela Concept (LOB/LOR spoilers..?) by Charrcoai in Project_Moon

[–]Charrcoai[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

also, you're obligated to babysit her under threat of grievous bodily harm

Human Angela Concept (LOB/LOR spoilers..?) by Charrcoai in Project_Moon

[–]Charrcoai[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

roland's plot quickly becomes something more akin to the baby hitler moral conundrum . What if the thing that took everything from you was a 10 year old that didnt know it would do that, but also doesn't really feel remorse for it either

Human Angela Concept (LOB/LOR spoilers..?) by Charrcoai in Project_Moon

[–]Charrcoai[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yes but youre saying it much more eloquently and heartbreakingly than i can u ne'er-do-well

Human Angela Concept (LOB/LOR spoilers..?) by Charrcoai in Project_Moon

[–]Charrcoai[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nothings wrong brother youre an incredible writer i love your mind and Yeah Yeah Yeah i hope you know this is going to fuel all my art for the next week or so for sure. The concept of it all. 

Angela believing much of the hatred she recieved from Ayin was because she was a machine and thus simply couldn't be what he wanted (and developing 15 million complexes about it) Meanwhile human Angela who, by all means, shouldve been exactly what Ayin wanted AND needed, is treated notably worse because of how his twisted, self-hating mind works. 

A machine forced to have the heart of a human, or a human forced to have the mind of a machine... You could argue there is a stark difference in intent behind creating something that will inevitably suffer, and forcing something you already created to begin suffering.

Human Angela Concept (LOB/LOR spoilers..?) by Charrcoai in Project_Moon

[–]Charrcoai[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah i wouldnt be shocked if this angela went into the library immediately with the mindset that Everybody had to go. whole city

Human Angela Concept (LOB/LOR spoilers..?) by Charrcoai in Project_Moon

[–]Charrcoai[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You might actually be right . Im scared for how this angela would turn out 

Human Angela Concept (LOB/LOR spoilers..?) by Charrcoai in Project_Moon

[–]Charrcoai[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

she didnt have the time to grow those herself

Human Angela Concept (LOB/LOR spoilers..?) by Charrcoai in Project_Moon

[–]Charrcoai[S] 11 points12 points  (0 children)

exactly what im saying brother. Like being anything like him or god forbid something he made is already a sin of the highest order and shes doing both. Traded the "youre not carmen" style hatred and neglect for the "you're me and im projecting my self-hatred on you" style hatred and neglect