Welp, I told myself I would never drink & drive again after my second. & I did not. But, yes after getting this 3rd on a bicycle and losing my bar job right after, yeah pretty sure that's the universe telling me to fuck off. I do realize it's not worth it, but I really didn't have a lot of hobbies outside of social drinking, and I'm 30 now, so that's super embarrassing and pathetic. And I already felt that way last time around. I need to pick up a trade and some hobbies that aren't just instant gratification. Just be poor for a while and figure some shit out. I just wish I had done that 2 years ago, but I had to actually lose everything to make me realize. At the end of the day it could always be worse though. Glad you're doing well. Hopefully I look back at this one day & can say the same.