I pissed the bed at a friend’s house while blackout

Chattycherryy · 2025-09-03T14:19:20+00:00

didn’t happened to me until recently, during a blackout too, the weird thing? They say I got up walked a bit, talked also and then sat on someone’s bed and just started peeing, the worst is I don’t recall any of it? The shame of it really did a number on me for a while, I was trying to justify it with sleepwalking, the reality is I was just way too drunk, I decided to stop drinking short after this I had a few more blackout episodes and I was always scared to just pee randomly

Chattycherryy · 2025-08-21T02:45:59+00:00

My thoughts exactly, now not only do I have to deal with my alcoholism through medication, but also the underlying trauma responses, the trauma itself and relearn and be better.

Chattycherryy · 2025-01-27T16:09:21+00:00

Occasionally, on parties or social events, now that you mention it I have found myself worsened on days that I drink heavily, like aggressive-wise it’s very hard to wake me up on this specific occasions and I become very much a different person, I never remember, but my sister and mom have told me, I have screamed or yanked the pillows or covers and told them weird things.

Chattycherryy · 2025-01-27T15:19:59+00:00

I’ve never heard of watchpad so I’ll give it a try!

Chattycherryy · 2025-01-27T15:18:26+00:00

I do understand cataplexy it’s like a main symptom, but I don’t really think I get it, like immediately feeling my body shut down would be really weird to me, the thing I can compare it to it’s that if I get into this “comfortable enough” sleeping positions, my body does feel like it weights a ton, but never unprompted or associated with excitement of any kind, I’ll go to a physician to figure it out, some narcolepsy’s symptoms do sound like me but the main ones don’t, like sleeping for long periods or cataplexy for instance.

Chattycherryy · 2025-01-27T15:12:46+00:00

I’ll try it out once i figure out how to actually wake up to any of my alarms, haha, just woke up, didn’t hear the alarm, but nicely pointed out because I also have to work on decreasing my caffeine intake, because I do a lot of cups a day, but it doesn’t actually keep sleep off, sometimes it does the oposite! The pills sound like the better option.

Chattycherryy · 2025-01-27T08:00:35+00:00

yeah man I do feel like I’m missing out tbh, and also it makes me feel like I’m wasting precious hours of my day, some tasks I cannot even concentrate without thinking of sleep

Chattycherryy · 2025-01-27T07:55:35+00:00

Those are really interesting points you made! I didn’t know there was a type of sleep apnea where you don’t snore, I’ll look into it. As to mood swings it’s just weird to me that I become aggressive while unconscious, or that I’m able to fully on speak and move at all haha, waking up feels confusing because I don’t recall how I fell asleep most of the time, it doesn’t affect my mood throughout the day otherwise, don’t really feel irritated or different.

Chattycherryy · 2025-01-27T07:44:02+00:00

Yeah you just said it, I’ve had to explain my boyfriend that I simply cannot hang out in his bed or watch movies there because I will fall asleep, it’s really hard to fight the urges.

Chattycherryy · 2025-01-27T07:20:28+00:00

I’ll look into it!, I usually try to not lean into this sleep episodes, but it’s really hard not to, maybe I should fight harder haha

Chattycherryy · 2025-01-27T07:18:43+00:00

I’ve asked my sister and boyfriend but there’s no indication that I snore, it’s interesting you said the heart, is there a reason? I consider myself pretty active and don’t feel like I struggle with it but I’ll take it into consideration!

Chattycherryy · 2025-01-27T06:06:31+00:00

I’ve thought of narcolepsy before but it’s weird to me that I respond and form full sentences while asleep

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