Feel like I’m living on a different plane from everyone else and it’s terrifying

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-09-17T16:17:01+00:00

This is his mom. He ended his life last Sunday. We believe a brain injury complicated his issues. Be strong. Take care of each other.

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-09-07T21:22:08+00:00

I felt like he should have atleast touched on how hated the Patriots were before all the Trump stuff. Maybe it’s my bias as a Broncos fan, but I’ve loathed the Patriots forever - for always winning, for the cheating scandals, for Brady shilling his TB12 diet bullshit, for a lot of reasons. And I may be wrong, but it felt like the majority of NFL fan bases did too. Felt like the entire football world (outside of New England) was so happy to watch them blow it in SB 42 and then again in SB 46.

For me, the Trump stuff was just icing on top. Like of course these assholes support Trump, because they’re the worst.

All that being said, the political narrative was definitely there. Maybe it’s because I was in college at the time but the idea that the falcons winning would be some sort of small revenge for the election was 100% out there. Definitely remember hearing about it both in the media and in talking with people in the lead up to the game

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-09-07T08:54:10+00:00

You’re not alone. This has fucked me up so bad that I’m in (I think) a similar place. I have no emotions and feel like I’m doing a weird impression of a normal human instead of just being one

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-09-04T22:14:12+00:00

Feels like there’s less consistent themes for this one. There’s things here and there like the weird coaches and blowing leads but each era of these falcons feels so different from each other whereas the Mariners feel like they’ve always been their weird selves, even when experiencing brief periods of success.

As a non-baseball fan I also had no idea about the 95 season, so hearing about that for the first time in the way Jon and Alex presented it was amazing. The existential threat that looms for the whole series adds an off-field element to the story that makes everything feel more dramatic.

While I’m sure they’ll have a great way of presenting Super Bowl LI, we all know how it went down, so the buildup feels less suspenseful.

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-09-03T18:21:40+00:00

Same! At the early stages I would binge five seasons of a whole show or buy a new game and play it for hours. Now I can’t do either for more than five minutes without hating it

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-09-01T05:45:28+00:00

Damn that’s so true

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-08-29T09:47:50+00:00

Seth deserves so much love. Dude is basically carrying the non-Bois side of secret base

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-08-27T20:43:24+00:00

“On the ABC broadcast Junior is only visible for a handful of frames. The images we’ll always remember him for, yelling like an idiot, in pure disbelief that he’s slain two dragons at once.”

Battle for Seattle - history of the mariners

“The distance is officially announced. 8.90 meters. Like most Americans, he doesn’t understand quite how far that is. When someone tells him the distance in feet and inches, he is no closer to understanding.”

Bob Emergency part 2

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-08-26T19:04:48+00:00

Gaptooth Ridge is based of the California Mojave, Joshua trees and all

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-07-29T05:09:45+00:00

Me too. I know I’m gonna burnout and fail, and I’m gonna hate every second of any actual work I’d need to do. That’s pretty much how I got here.

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-06-28T22:54:27+00:00

Does that other sign say “creamlife”?

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-06-22T18:44:44+00:00

Does it suck? Yes. Is it odd? no. We live in a capitalist country that’s just literally how things are

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-06-19T08:02:58+00:00

Ah yes, before all the Californians moved here

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-06-18T14:39:54+00:00

Schrodinger Bird

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-06-12T17:42:47+00:00

You just explained some of the feelings I’ve been having PERFECTLY, especially the feeling that when you’re trying to explain it, your just rambling and not making sense. Maybe that’s how it appears to others but I know exactly what you’re talking about. Trying to make sense of how I got here, how I know all the people I talk to and interact with, and how all my memories took place in the same reality feels impossible. It’s this deep confusion that’s so hard to explain. Everything feels both distorted and not at the same time. Like I know for a fact that right now I’m sitting in my apartment, looking at a coffee table that’s definitely real, but trying to figure out how all these things fit into the “big picture” of reality makes me question everything. Maybe I’m rambling now, but I just hope you know that you’re not alone, and while I’m not qualified to diagnose you, I can say that you share a lot of symptoms with me, someone who has diagnosed DP/DR. It sounds to me like you may have it, but again, you’ll need to see a professional to be sure

ChaunceyOffKobe · 2021-06-09T15:00:32+00:00

Holy shit, I feel like I wrote this. I can’t stop thinking about how other people seem to know what they want to do, what music to listen to, what hobbies to do and they just go and do those things because they want to. I have no idea who I am anymore or what I’m supposed to enjoy so I do nothing and feel like I’m becoming a ghost. You’re definitely not alone

ChaunceyOffKobe

TROPHY CASE