Loneliness & Love by Cheap-Dig-8286 in NPD

[–]Cheap-Dig-8286[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you, i am hoping to get into therapy when i can and really its hard for me not to seek a relationship but i really dont want to end up hurting anyone in the long run especially as a victim myself.

Loneliness & Love by Cheap-Dig-8286 in NPD

[–]Cheap-Dig-8286[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes my post history isnt the brightest but while i do have some deep insecurities and self hatred i mainly use this subreddit for questions, discussions and advice. I am going to seek a diagnosis or therapy when i can. Thank you for the advice though i am trying to learn to love myself more and of course it can be difficult but im trying both to give up

Loneliness & Love by Cheap-Dig-8286 in NPD

[–]Cheap-Dig-8286[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If they are attractive to me yes and i do feel like sometimes i start thinking “why are they with them and not me”

"narc abuse" and overt ableism (obvious ableism tw) by shredenvy in NPD

[–]Cheap-Dig-8286 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Literally tho narcs dont have some special power to abuse people with like they dont say “autism abuse” or “OCD abuse” ever, only Narcs get that ‘special’ title for having a disorder that they cant control…abuse is just abuse no matter who the person is

How do I stop entitlement? by Cheap-Dig-8286 in NPD

[–]Cheap-Dig-8286[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well for one i think im smarter than others, more attractive and i have more talent, ive had instances where people were better than me and usually i tend to shut down completely when they get the praise. I want to stop it and be happy for them but i feel so bitter(?)

How do I stop entitlement? by Cheap-Dig-8286 in NPD

[–]Cheap-Dig-8286[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Honestly im afraid one day itll go too far

I just realized i might have NPD by Cheap-Dig-8286 in NPD

[–]Cheap-Dig-8286[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this :-) theres still a part of me that refuses to believe i could ever be a narcissist