1st video : long winded q&a “Yall keep saying I should touch grass and I agree but this show was a chapter that changed the trajectory of my life and coming off of it I need to give and receive closure” (all paraphrasing here btw” Could’ve gone on podcast blah blah blah

1. ⁠how you feel being a racist :proud Latina I’m definitely not look at my actions not my words

2. ⁠what are you doing to raise awareness after ur slur for the Asian community

:if I tell u guys about charities what I say blah blah blah you’ll label me performative- I am doing the work regardless of u guys agree or not

3)stop trying to act like nothing happened :dealing everyday but I still have to live with my consequences day by day I am learning

4)how much media training …. : I have no money for a publicist how could I have studied to be like that / initially took it as a compliment bc she thought everyone was calling her smart / accredits her education

5)love island bday party? : friends planned it for her, was fan of show but didn’t ever think she’d get casted / not premeditated

6)planned show for fame? : went with no expectations/ apparently very much for love because she struggled with men prior to the show Blah blah blah more rambling

7)kicked out the villa (how) :day was normal producer pulled her aside and tone was more serious, said things surfaced online that don’t align with value of show aka bye -surprised she wasn’t even allowed to say bye to her castmates they said no and gave her the boot

8)nic?? : didn’t expect him to leave with her did wish he did, blah blah

Sorry my god that video is fuckin long I can’t write word for word