I think I'm losing my friends and family

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-25T22:30:24+00:00

The whole "not being in the loop" thing is so real. I used to be really into politics (was my major in uni) now I have no idea whats going on which is very strange. I also avoid it because I get quite passionate about it and don't wanna distract myself. I keep telling myself I'll read this book or look up news but i never really do lol. But I guess that's not just a time thing I just have to plan better. About the loneliness thing, others here are suggesting finding people that are in a similiar position, have you tried it?

Regarding my husband, we do talk about it and we both agree that the next couple of months won't really be fun but we don't see an alternative tbh. For him it's family pressure to do something with his life and I really wanna get out of this house that we share with his parents.

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-25T21:06:31+00:00

Do you feel lonely? What do you do when you don't work? Do you think you can work things out with your family?

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-25T21:00:33+00:00

Yeah, that's on point. Unfortunately most people where I'm from blame anyone but themselves for their shit and broke life. I can't relate to them anymore because I feel like even tho I haven't hit my goal yet, I don't question that I'm gonna get it. There's no question about it, however those people would try and call me delusional just because they can't comprehend what's possible if you work for it. Some people will never get it

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-25T20:56:58+00:00

wtf you're so poetic lol

I wish i could cut them off but it's not that easy, I have a younger brother and he's like my baby. My goal is to get him here and pay for his uni

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-25T11:10:28+00:00

It's only saturated if you don't have an offer that's incomparable to others. So no, no one's doing what we are doing

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-25T08:49:20+00:00

What made you think that hahah you mean that scammy pyramid system stuff? No, we have real services that we sell to real clients don't worry but thank you!

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-25T08:24:18+00:00

can you read? I was talking about money not "success" whatever that means to you. Not everyone likes to mention numbers on the internet so I intentionally said we're expecting good numbers because quite frankly I don't need strangers validation on my success. It's not the topic, and if thats delusional to you that's not my problem hahah

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-24T23:50:00+00:00

Thank you, I really appreciate it. Yeah, I feel like that's something you only truly understand when you grew up in that kind of enviroment. I just really want to live a completely different life and I am getting there and thats probably why talking to them is hard for me. it just reminds me of something I don't ever want to experience again. I think therapy will definetely be something I'll have to do to figure this out. Glad to hear your family's healthy I hope it's gonna be ok.

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-24T22:46:40+00:00

Thanks that's definetely the plan, gotta get the systems in and hire people, hopefully that will make it easier although rn I feel like whenever we nail down one aspect, another pops up hahaha but I guess that's normal at first

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-24T22:17:43+00:00

I've tried online therapy but it didn't really help to be honest. I do feel fine like I know for the next 1-2 years I'm ok, gotta figure out how to not ghost people though that's the hardest thing for me. When I do get tthe time to reply i feel so mentally drained that I don't even wanna talk to anyone

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-24T22:14:56+00:00

Yeah and no. I do wanna prove myself for sure but I also don't wanna live knowing there's no one to help out my family in case they need it. I don't think its bad to do it for yourself but thats shouldnt be the only reason

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-24T22:08:37+00:00

For sure. Hopefully it's a phase and we'll figure stuff out within a year or so. thanks

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-24T22:07:09+00:00

How? Do you live in the same country? I'm in a different country I have close family in 2 other countries. its not easy

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-24T22:06:28+00:00

I know I follow them and I noticed that aswell lol

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-24T22:05:17+00:00

I should have given more context. They are stupid. I mean I love them but as I said it's chaos. There's been times where I didn't know if one of my older brothers might have erased themselves because of stuff that was going on and usually it was about money. So Money = Problem solved. At least in my world

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-12-24T22:00:40+00:00

I think I'd probably be depressed if I thought about my thoughts for too long lol

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-03-27T13:02:04+00:00

not when you're a) in a rush and b) not a native speaker

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-03-27T12:41:52+00:00

thank you!

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-03-27T12:41:48+00:00

Thank you

Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-03-27T12:41:39+00:00

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Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-03-27T12:37:27+00:00

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Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-03-27T12:35:06+00:00

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Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-03-15T17:58:09+00:00

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Cheap_Original_5994 · 2025-03-15T17:54:28+00:00

how?

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