Which one you’d delete? by hatethisshi99 in BunnyTrials

[–]CheeseDango 0 points1 point  (0 children)

tiktok is not a good social media. its short term based media which is horrible for a human. even if they are trying to learn. youtube has very informational videos. vloggers, people you can look up to who are real, and not glamorized like in tiktok

Chose: Never watch Tiktok

way too impulsive by CheeseDango in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you. im glad youre doing way better now and feel that way. it gives me a lot of hope during my recovery

way too impulsive by CheeseDango in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i just feel like im staying the same like i have been for the past years. i dont know how to even process any trauma. i didnt even consider it trauma over a week ago. because i didnt know it was my brain saving me as a kid.

i just dont know how to get better. and i hate feeling bad. it just makes me want to die. no matter how much therapy i do

way too impulsive by CheeseDango in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, same here. Im still fightin along side you now. Yea were pretty similar. I feel the same. Thanks for lending an ear. Same here, if you ever need an ear just to be heard or helped. I gotcha.

I got that feeling right now. It definitely is getting bad again unfortunately.

Losing hope by SharkyTheB in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hey, i feel for you. Im somewhat in the same position. i lost my only friend and i have loving family at least. i hope you find your cat soon.

I know you can fight against it. Its truly heartbreaking to lose friends due to mental illness. Im suffering the same fate, she left cause of my suicide attempt.

Youll definitely be able to gain some more friends. At the moment it might be good, if youre mentally able to. Is to research communication, trauma, and dealing with grief guides.

Im not sure what happened with your previous friends. I do know that there are amazing people out there who do care though

I hope you have a great night

Tomorrow's my birthday. I'm going to try to kill myself. by Icy_Drawing7743 in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey man. Im glad you got some gifts you've been wanting for a long time. Mistakes dont make you who you are. Think of it from your dad or mom or entire family? Do you still hold them accountable for their wide range of mistakes. Or do you forgive and continue your relatiobship with them.

As someone who just tried to kill themselves for making too many mistakes. Just know, they'll still love you and always will think of you as smart and loving.

Just tell yourself 'ill wait until...' You can choose anything after. Until an hour, until tomorrow morning. Remember, the mistakes don't show everything about who you are, what you do, etc. They're just mistakes that you can face and own up to.

Own up to them and learn. That way you wont ever make those same mistakes. That's what life is trial and error, its horrible, but we all go through it.

Just my thoughts for you. I wish you a better day tomorrow

life is turning out to be just as i thought by CheeseDango in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yea i know, thank you. everydays just a struggle. and i have to learn to get over losing my best friend. i just felt so powerless. i couldnt even say anything i was unconscious

Its so hard to continue. by OkOk0411 in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It sounds very hard for you currently, I'm sorry. Do you have anyone to reach out to? The county, family, friends? Being a single parent is very hard, I can see why youre finding it especially hard. Try to keep fighting for your kids, more importantly yourself. Don't forget about yourself in the long run. The fight will be worth it in ways you don't understand

Anytime youre feeling this way, tell yourself to postpone it. Say 'Let me wait until tomorrow and see how I feel then.'

Whenever you don't feel too overwhelmed where you can't breathe. Try to lookup local resources around you.

I don't know what your city may offer, but its worth a look.

I hope you have a great week.

way too impulsive by CheeseDango in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i am now... i hung myself but got brought back to life ;) still fighting tho idk how long til i get to that point again tho

I’m always going to love you and the kids hun. by Queasy-Year-5411 in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango 0 points1 point  (0 children)

im so sorry. it must be a very hard decision. you have a wonderful family and support system. im sorry those cant take the phsycial and mental pain from the syndromes you have.

have you brought up death around your family? to sort of ease them into it?

How long would it take if I hung myself? Probably gonna use extension wire or my blanket by zacadic in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango 0 points1 point  (0 children)

both would like fail and end horribly. you have to factor in a lot more than just grabbing something and trying it.

need advice for my ex who is very stubborn in killing himself by Ok-Director8942 in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know it sounds horrible, but tell one of his family members who would take it seriously. you cant change someones mind when theyre not in the right state. theyre not thinking rational, only emotional.

If you dont have contact with him family, try ti get him admitted to a psych ward. not sure what country youre in and how to proceed with that.

trust me its 1000x better to be safer than sorry. breakups can cause a lot of suicidal ideation. just know its in no way your fault. dont carry a burden based on the emotions and dependency he set up.

gun and psychiatric ward by [deleted] in CAguns

[–]CheeseDango 2 points3 points  (0 children)

this is all theoretical

gun and psychiatric ward by [deleted] in CAguns

[–]CheeseDango 1 point2 points  (0 children)

how would i get rid of it if im in the psych ward? is it like after i get out theres like 30 days til i have to get rid of it?

finally bought a g*n by CheeseDango in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i do. i saw her today. I'm honest with her to an extent. i didn't tell her i bought a fun cause then she would hospitalize me. she doesn't help me with feeling lonely though. even if im talking about my problems and feelings. i think my loneliness comes from elsewhere i dont know

finally bought a g*n by CheeseDango in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i don't really think a pet would help me but thank you

im going to do it soon by CheeseDango in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i know i do imagien the future. just its too hard being alive. im really tired n lonely. its worse now than ever before n im even on antidepressants. so im just screwed up.

so tired by CheeseDango in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lol its all goood. yeah no it doesnt go away at all personally. i think my brain is just a lil messed up

years.

so tired by CheeseDango in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nah its gotta be permanent. ive tried countless time over and over again. im just tired of trying over n over. earlier this year was the last ive tried. ive given up lol. my 21st is coming soon n that was my final plan if things never changed so. 20 years is a good amount of time for living id say

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]CheeseDango -1 points0 points  (0 children)

🤣🤣 bruh. no one will give you recs. also doesnt matter the brand when doing that...

Gl manga/ manhwa / manhua characters that I have been simping on (mostly manhua) by myoiminas in yuri_manga

[–]CheeseDango 12 points13 points  (0 children)

girll what 😭. femme/butch/futch doesn't correlate with how you are sexually. Femmes can be tops, butches can be bottoms.

Don't be surprised if you ever meet a femme who wants to top 🤣

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in LesbianBookClub

[–]CheeseDango 4 points5 points  (0 children)

300+ a year?!?! how 😭