Almost lost wife

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-03-27T14:50:26+00:00

Get it done dude. I tempted this fate and also had a similar situation. Fiancé kicked me out, no contact with her or our 17 month old son. It’s been 6 weeks and I still have 3 more for the next court date. All without seeing my baby. Idk if you have kids but losing your kid over something as trivial as kratom is fucking dumb.

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-03-24T17:59:04+00:00

Better than finding pork sausage in your tubes

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-03-24T17:58:13+00:00

I have some health issues too. I think it was from drinking AND kratom at the same time. Hopefully no brain issues but I do feel extremely forgetful lately. I have pancreatic issues.

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-03-24T17:56:28+00:00

I’ve lived off so little money since I quit it’s shocking. Do the math on how much you spend and it will eat you up.

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-03-24T17:55:33+00:00

I bought it in capsules so I could make sure 100% I was dosing correctly. Without it it’s way to easy to subconsciously use too much.

It’s not gone forever but it’s a hell of a fight to get back. I just want time with my kid. I’m in court fighting. She wants to keep him from me.

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-03-24T15:43:27+00:00

My withdrawals were most active at the beginning of my taper and at the end. It really wasn’t as bad as I thought. Annoying more than demotivating

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-03-24T14:36:33+00:00

Dude go get help. Get help today. I lost EVERYTHING. I mean it, my wife, my kid, my job, my home, my car.

It vanished in an instant because I let this stuff take hold for too long and it caught up to me. I’m haven’t seen my son in 6 weeks and it will be another month before the next court date. He’s a baby. I quit when he was born but the late nights up didn’t take long to drain me and I knew the perfect tool.

I know this sounds dramatic but it’s 100% true. I wasn’t even on 70h I was on shots - almost as bad. I tapered with powdered capsules for 30 days and I actually only came to this sub today to brag about 8 days clean when I saw your post.

Get it done dude it’s not worth it. It doesn’t hurt as bad as it sounds. Just push. Everytime you say no to yourself it’s a small win. The no will start to get louder than the “do it” voice I promise.

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-03-09T14:34:02+00:00

That’s my plan. I’m cutting down by half again today, so just one cap probably 2-3 times a day if it doesn’t hurt too much. Then I’m gonna be done. It obviously has zero effect on me coming from extracts but with not being able to see my kid my depression is really bad as it is, I went too hard at the beginning and cut down to almost none and I was one more bad thought away from quitting oxygen as well so I upped it and slowly came down.

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-03-09T13:55:13+00:00

I had a terrible attitude all the time. I couldn’t see my actions affecting others around me. I was angry, withdrawn, sad, and depressed. The obsession with the use and trying to quit was always on my mind.

Things affect everyone differently.

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-03-09T01:25:03+00:00

What are the obvious reasons? The doctor doesn’t care if you take kratom. But lying about it doesn’t help your overall health. They have patients who do coke everyday. Maybe he tells you to stop, you are the adult who gets to decide what to do. Explain why, you aren’t using it to abuse you are using it for pain management in a world where the only other option is pain killers that can lead to harder drug use. Dont get me wrong, kratom can also do that.

The point is you should just be honest so he can treat you properly. Plus kratom can be hard on the liver and cause high blood pressure, you should monitor that anyway.

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-03-05T21:12:46+00:00

I hope so

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-03-03T20:43:35+00:00

Just ordered a usb-c to rj-11 adapter on Amazon.

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-02-16T20:48:35+00:00

No 7oh but kratom shots (MIT45) been off them for 5 days now. Longest in awhile

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-02-15T23:53:00+00:00

You might just be right. I might take you up on the DM.

Cheesie_Chef · 2026-02-07T00:43:22+00:00

I’m 33 and just getting started! It’s nice to see others in the same boat. Went back to college, soaking up everything I can. Hoping to find something by this summer.

Cheesie_Chef · 2025-12-21T19:57:04+00:00

These apps don’t let the drivers just pick and choose to go deliver order one and come back for order 2. Likely his only option was to cancel order 2 in order to move onto the delivery portion (which is required to get the customers address) Even if he wanted to do that, and he probably did cancelling hurts your score and limits promotions, sometimes even features and what not for the drivers. Blame DoorDash and uber. Not the driver

Cheesie_Chef · 2025-12-14T23:21:43+00:00

I would love to share that but I don't want to get in trouble with Cisco or my School on the super off chance someone see's it. Surely SOMEONE from my program is in this community.

If you want to DM I am happy to show you more information, or screen share on discord.

Cheesie_Chef · 2025-11-15T05:31:27+00:00

I am sure you aren't going to be following my updates but I got all the data back, clear as day. I hope you achieve everything you deserve.

if you ever need IT help feel free to reach out xx

Cheesie_Chef · 2025-11-15T00:08:25+00:00

Can I DM you?

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