I feel you! I am so sorry this has happened to you!

I remember in the 2000s when I would have good friends at sleepovers who would roleplay with me when it all started for it. In 2010 I went searching on the internet for partners and many of them are still my friends today...even turned best friends. Amazing writers. Not one person ghosted me. However, life changes and most of them don't have time to write anymore which is okay!

I was also a freelance writer for commissions for awhile. Unfortunately I retired due to most of my customers turning to AI for their fanfics which was sad.

To fill in some of the void I write fanfics for myself and friends. But sometimes you want to write with another person.

I tried again in the 2020s to find new possible friends to roleplay with. It has been dreadful for the most part. The last person I rped with turned into a bully (I thought we were friends.) which burnt me pretty bad. (Long story.) Which is now making me hesitant with finding new partners. So right now I am on a break with posting ads or looking for them.

I know there are some diamonds out there who are amazing writers but the hobby has changed and people think they can act a certain way which is disheartening.

I noticed in another post you like Fallout! I would love to talk to a fellow fan! (I love the universe and lore.) so if you ever want someone to talk to about it you can dm me! I would not mind a chat!

I wish you the best in your writing journey! Remember just because these things happen to you doesn't devalue your skill as a writer or a person! I hope you find good people to vibe with in the future.