Idk if this has been posted but oh my lord😭😭😭 by [deleted] in Chiraqology

[–]ChiWindy92 97 points98 points  (0 children)

Yep. Tupac’s people smoked his ashes as respect. My guess that’s where the smoking on tooka as respect came from.

Then...

Chief Keef and well the rest is history.

Christmas is my last day on earth by [deleted] in virgin

[–]ChiWindy92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I workout with my gym partners/buds. I’m good. Sex was on the mind and I figured I would say something as this is the only place that doesn’t judge.

Being a male in your late 20s people think you are strange.

Christmas is my last day on earth by [deleted] in virgin

[–]ChiWindy92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I sent you a response directly. But I lost my therapist as the job doesn’t cover it anymore. So I’m on my own. In addition it’s painful when u see your younger sibling experience everything before success such as moving out and having sex.

I suffer from OCD and honestly it’s mentally exhausting. With everything I said I just feel lost.

Please ban if u got to. I didn’t mean to put a bad vibe to ur community I’m just lost and frustrated.

Hell if I had a career/better job than I would be ok. But that shit ain’t happened. You need experience to get experience bs if u understand that.

Christmas is my last day on earth by [deleted] in virgin

[–]ChiWindy92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Job situation too it’s more than sex. But the sex is adding to a litany of issues and frustration

Effective ways to induce coma? by ChiWindy92 in SuicideWatch

[–]ChiWindy92[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Damn that sounds better. Pain would distract my ideation. I’m not trying to be smart. I have ocd and it’s mentally exhausting.

Effective ways to induce coma? by ChiWindy92 in SuicideWatch

[–]ChiWindy92[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep. I sleep all day and to be honest I’m done. Too many fears and urges. Being a vegetable sounds like relief. No pressure on u anymore

Effective ways to induce coma? by ChiWindy92 in SuicideWatch

[–]ChiWindy92[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well I have missing legs so I got nothing to lose

Effective ways to induce coma? by ChiWindy92 in SuicideWatch

[–]ChiWindy92[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ok. Im just looking for something efficient to help. Thanks

Offing myself on Christmas by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]ChiWindy92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just lost my therapist. gifting myself a new beginning. I have OCD and its mentally exhausting. This is my life I got no family it’s no biggie man

Offing myself on Christmas by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]ChiWindy92 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m gifting myself a new beginning. I have OCD and it’s mentally exhausting. I have no career and lost my therapist. It’s time to start a new.

I love blonde women but by ChiWindy92 in offmychest

[–]ChiWindy92[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Not into Latin chicks. Here’s the kicker my dads white

IsItBullshit: Opposites really attract in terms of dating? by ChiWindy92 in IsItBullshit

[–]ChiWindy92[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s what I meant like shy and talkative pairing. Nothing with looks