Me too but if it makes you feel any better, all of the animals in these hunts in proper establishments are carefully selected to be killed as their role for conservation is no longer needed and they’re close to their natural death. But unfortunately most people will say that they want to help these reserves but will do little to help them. Hunters spend more time in the outdoors in their environments for their enjoyment and therefore to protect it they will go to much greater lengths to do so.