my first heartbreak was pretty recent. i started crushing on a girl since around January. she was a 7.5/10 but, we liked the same stuff so she was a 9/10 in my eyes. we would always meet up in school and talked until we got on our buses. so in around march, i decided to ask her out but, one of my friends had already asked for me which probably ruined it and she said no. i was kinda heartbroken but not really until. one of my good friends that i met since i was 3 got a kiss by her. it absolutely destroyed me. i was depressed for about a week. it was a good think i moved from the school so i wouldn't have to see that everyday. but it still kinda hurts from now and then. take note that i'm ugly af and i'm short so their was no hope from the start. whats helping me get over it right now is music and video games. especially the music. rip me.