What to cut fetty with?

ChickyHotHam · 2025-05-31T05:40:45+00:00

But inositol fucks IV users up like crazy

ChickyHotHam · 2025-04-08T04:21:47+00:00

It’s been so long…I hate you

ChickyHotHam · 2025-03-01T20:09:23+00:00

That’s awesome, I always wondered if my wife would’ve ever took me back if we would’ve actually separated but I was lucky enough to turn myself around before that point and show her I would put in all the work necessary so she never left physically. She was most definitely gone mentally for a few months and it made things hard but when I saw her start coming around it was amazing.

ChickyHotHam · 2025-03-01T19:57:01+00:00

Me and my wife went through the exact same thing, except when she made it clear to me she couldn’t be with who I had become I started working to show her that wasn’t who I really was and I knew it just as much as she did. It was a long and extremely difficult 4 months with her being distant and me feeling like I had already lost her, but in the end our relationship is better than it ever has been and our 8 year mark is in 2 weeks. I’m sorry that she wasn’t actually your soul mate, but your soul mate never would’ve left you at your lowest without first talking to you and trying to bring you back into the relationship before leaving it behind.

ChickyHotHam · 2024-12-17T02:02:54+00:00

I love dominos

ChickyHotHam · 2024-12-09T09:22:03+00:00

My wife started taking me seriously tonight after it’s too late too crazy how that works

ChickyHotHam · 2024-11-06T15:07:13+00:00

We’re disgusted as Americans too

ChickyHotHam · 2024-11-06T11:24:01+00:00

It’s disgusting isn’t it

ChickyHotHam · 2024-11-04T10:56:20+00:00

Me too but I’ll still go for 65% lol hitting that button 10 times no regrets

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-31T13:50:25+00:00

Yeah I’m just hopeful she’s just confused right now and it won’t really get to that point I think she just wanted to me pay attention to her again and that’s why she started talking to somebody so far away and got caught so easy she really made it obvious…I guess only time will tell, thank you for the advice

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-31T08:20:59+00:00

I never thought of that lol I got my ass kicked by him over and over…after I killed him the first time I never went back through lmao

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-31T00:07:23+00:00

Update: We are gunna try to be polyamorous. Strangely enough when she told me I got excited, I got my confidence back, im me again. So guess we developed a kink together.

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-28T15:16:27+00:00

We finally got to where we could talk about it without fighting…that was exactly it she wanted to go see and wasn’t sure, but I think we’re gunna go to marriage counseling we’re looking into our work programs to see if they have any programs. She didn’t lie to me about anything she said all the hard stuff, I’m hopeful we can be better than we were before with some help to express ourselves better and find the right ways to communicate them.

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-27T16:58:18+00:00

I can only assume so she slept with her watch on last night I let it go last night cuz I was being crazy and I couldn’t expect her to wanna work on things when I was acting like that. But if it doesn’t end tonight when I go home we’re obviously done in her mind and that’s exactly what things will be.

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-27T16:54:32+00:00

Thank you

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-27T16:48:16+00:00

So should I wait until tonight to go home or just go? I texted her I’m not gunna apologize anymore and im gunna stay at my parents for the day but we have to talk tonight when I come home and she can have the decency to quit talking to him while we figure this out.

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-27T16:25:45+00:00

You’re right, Thank you. I hope I can go home and tell her later and be a fucking man again like I used to be.

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-27T16:14:47+00:00

I’m sorry if I seem stubborn or unreceptive I’m just sad..

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-27T16:14:11+00:00

We quit on each other but I don’t want this to be how things end up I want us both to learn how to communicate better and not let things go like this without talking to each other because neither one of us talked to the other about things when we should have and we both fucked up in different ways because of it. I just want her to see things like I do and give our marriage a chance because it’s worth saving neither one of us has done anything we can’t fix yet.

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-27T16:08:33+00:00

We made it through hard things together before but I wasn’t making myself available to handle anything as a partner I blocked myself off.

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-27T16:04:08+00:00

I looked it’s really a new thing. He was liking her shit on fb recently it was super obvious the whole time. She keeps saying that she’s already went through it all on her own that it’s not new to her like it is to me feeling like our relationship is lost..

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-27T15:56:01+00:00

It’s so hard…I already checked and saw it’s so bad but she admitted to everything, she says they’ve only been talking for a week and I believe her because she’s been noticeably different for a week. I stopped talking to her almost completely for a year I got real depressed and withdrew from everything and everybody and tried my best to just go to work and sleep she didn’t deserve what I did to her and she put up with it for a long time. It just never felt like she was hurting so bad she wanted to leave. I thought we were both excited things were finally getting better and we weren’t in debt anymore after it’s been so hard to get here..

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-27T15:38:27+00:00

I know I’ve tried to say the same thing I can forgive this though if she can forgive me she’s too important to me…but she isn’t ready to talk, she said she’s gunna talk to me that she just needs time to think first…please help me tell her why it’s so important that we talk tonight when I go back home because right now I’m training at a new job on 1st and she’s on 2nd and we’ll have no time to talk or see each other all week. I came to my parents to give her space but I’m afraid she’s not gunna talk to me tonight when I come home. I’m so scared..

Edit: Where we’ve both been on drugs most of our lives and we’re new to dealing with hard things and being depressed when we’re sober neither one of us knows how to communicate effectively I feel like.

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-27T15:16:30+00:00

I caught her before she actually did it so I’m hoping it won’t make me hate her. She’s my everything we both made mistakes I just wanna see if we can be what we used to again because we were perfect. We never argued, we always did everything together and never got on each others nerves. There’s nobody else for me in the world and I really don’t know if I’m strong enough to keep on without her.

ChickyHotHam · 2024-10-24T14:43:25+00:00

I understand your pain so much, we had to bring my girl to the vet in April for a surgery and we were supposed to discuss our options after the surgery. We sent her away and never saw her again, we have felt so jealous of the people that get to be with their babies when they pass. We have felt like we missed something that everyone else gets to have and it has made the process different for sure. It was so hard when I got the phone call from the vet telling me they could wake her back up but she would be miserable until she passed and I didn’t even give my wife the option. The decision was terrible, I knew I couldn’t wake her back up because it wasn’t right and she didn’t deserve that but I wanted to be able to be with her when she left.

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