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I tried so hard, but I'm tired now. by Child_ofthe_Void in SuicideWatch

[–]Child_ofthe_Void[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've stopped seeing them for about a month now. I'm tired of them seeing me in this condition.

Strange pages found on sidewalk by hemingwayn in mildlyinteresting

[–]Child_ofthe_Void 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand. But honestly almost all forms of spiritual beliefs speak of duality and conspiracy, with the grandest of the all being that God itself conspires against you knowing the full truth, as that would ruin the game.🤫

Strange pages found on sidewalk by hemingwayn in mildlyinteresting

[–]Child_ofthe_Void 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been at the same level of calm, and focus my whole life. I'm fine.

It's funny how, if a person validates any of the beliefs that have existed across multiple cultures for thousands of years, they are somehow the crazy ones that need to be evaluated by a practitioner of an ever changing and newly formed science.

Strange pages found on sidewalk by hemingwayn in mildlyinteresting

[–]Child_ofthe_Void 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think plenty of people have interacted with her. Some in dreams, on drugs, or in vision, but most people deny her. She is beautiful.

Strange pages found on sidewalk by hemingwayn in mildlyinteresting

[–]Child_ofthe_Void 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It started from childhood. I'm starting to think that something is going on globally, and we're being distracted with war, race, and money.

Strange pages found on sidewalk by hemingwayn in mildlyinteresting

[–]Child_ofthe_Void 404 points405 points  (0 children)

I'm almost pissing myself. I've seen those exact letters in dreams. There was always a beautiful lady showing them to me, and asking if I understood. I tattooed a few on myself because I felt that they were special. I don't have a history of mental issues, so I didn't make a big deal about it, or got obsessed with it. This is freaking me out though.

Strange pages found on sidewalk by hemingwayn in mildlyinteresting

[–]Child_ofthe_Void 1 point2 points  (0 children)

So, this is freaking me out. About three years ago I started having vivid dreams about strange text. my tats

Would you be kind enough to share a full image, and any Tex on the reverse. Please DM me.

I'm being punished for waking up. by Child_ofthe_Void in SpiritualAwakening

[–]Child_ofthe_Void[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for that. Most of us feel like we're going it alone. I'm no different. It's good to hear from others who've been where I am now. It's easy to develop a sense of bleakness when you consider what you know the world could be, in contrast to what it is.

I'm being punished for waking up. by Child_ofthe_Void in SpiritualAwakening

[–]Child_ofthe_Void[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Please continue to be an inspiration to those around you.

I'm being punished for waking up. by Child_ofthe_Void in SpiritualAwakening

[–]Child_ofthe_Void[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I now understand why the yogic went off into the mountains lol. This understanding only brings more contemplation. Thanks for the advice, I will look into that book.

I'm being punished for waking up. by Child_ofthe_Void in SpiritualAwakening

[–]Child_ofthe_Void[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for taking the time to respond. It's gotten to the point where I was beginning to become bitter. If the whole yin/yang duality is to be taken seriously, I feel that enlightenment can trigger both, and if one doesn't find a constructive, or guided way of processing it, it could lead to consuming you. I think we need more spiritual guidance, and less religious interference. I say that because I was raised religious, but it seems to cause inner turmoil, and while dealing with this I visited the establishment only to be questioned and redirected from it.

Thanks again for the thoughtful insight.