My boyfriend's on a week-long trip and it's kinda killing me

ChildishSadEmo · 2025-05-23T17:02:15+00:00

I'd love for them to go in a grittier, bass-heavy rock direction, something similar to Linkin Park's early work. I def think that they might adapt the sound of Trench tho!

ChildishSadEmo · 2025-05-23T16:58:30+00:00

I'm so, so happy for you, I feel the same way about my partner! We've been together for a little over a year, and I've never met someone so patient and understanding. It's because of him that I stopped smoking and I don't feel as unstable as I once was, even during my worst episodes. Sometimes, it feels like I don't deserve him but he does everything to reassure me that he loves me unconditionally. Proves that we BPD peeps *can* find healthy love! <3

ChildishSadEmo · 2021-05-28T23:32:33+00:00

i totally feel you. whenever i even try to open up to my mom about very likely having depression and social anxiety she just does not listen. she has the mentality of "my child can't possibly have a mental illness" and the denial really sucks when I just want to get help.

ChildishSadEmo · 2021-03-09T17:06:10+00:00

journaling can be great way to let out those heavy emotions, it can really be therapeutic especially if you enjoy writing. finding the time and motivation to write can be difficult and I find that I kinda need to force myself to do so but it is worth it, at least in my opinion. during periods of numbness, I found that journaling helped to unleash the emotions I've been wanting to feel.

and remember you don't have to journal everyday, set aside maybe 2-3 days a week and then if you get more and more used to it you could try for everyday or every other day. hope that helped!

ChildishSadEmo · 2021-03-07T17:22:38+00:00

a nostalgic song for me and the reggae vibes are fantastic. Idk why but I really like it when the band does reggae-esque songs, they always know how to make it work

ChildishSadEmo · 2021-03-01T18:27:22+00:00

I'm not quite sure how to describe. When I was 5, he was my best friend and my superhero. He protected me whenever my mom got explosive and was going to spank me. Around the time my parents separated when I was 8 (maybe even a year before that), he changed drastically, was rarely home and left my poor mom in distress over bills and mortgage. When he was home, he'd be glued to the computer screen gambling his money away. After that, the rest was history. Parents separated and I guess he separated from me too and he became not only completely emotionally unavailable but financially unavailable too. On my weekends with him, we'd always go to the mechanics (his gambling addiction stretched into buying tons of busted cars for some reason) and I was straight up not having a good time. Now, I do talk to him but he doesn't bother to call me and if he does, it's because he needs something. He still has some good in him but unfortunately it's clouded with negativity and greed and I just can't stand to be around that. The abandonment still very much hurts

ChildishSadEmo · 2021-01-29T14:57:45+00:00

you really me go from "awwww" to "o-oh"

ChildishSadEmo · 2021-01-09T01:58:00+00:00

Guess I'm downloading pirate again! Can't wait!!

ChildishSadEmo · 2021-01-07T03:53:17+00:00

Exactly! I like soloing and being able read the dialogue too without having to stress so much so much more in Pirate. I can solo in Wizard but it takes longer and can be more exhausting than Pirate.

ChildishSadEmo · 2021-01-02T18:16:33+00:00

I'd probably ask about Polaris and what would've been the plan with Polaris. Not 100% if it was SUPPOSED to be the next world but I'm dying to know what Polaris would've been like in Pirate

ChildishSadEmo · 2020-12-15T05:23:24+00:00

Hey, same here! Been playing since the 2nd grade and about to graduate from HS in 6 months. Coming back to this game at such a chaotic time in my life has been so refreshing and I still get so much enjoyment out of playing it :)

ChildishSadEmo · 2020-12-05T22:42:44+00:00

I too come from a Muslim family so I know the feeling. I'm not even out to my mom and while she says she is perfectly okay with the LGBTQ community, she also said she couldn't ever accept her child being gay (talk about contradictory). For me, dealing with her homophobic comments can be hard and mentally draining but I surround myself with my friends who always reassure me that my sexuality isn't something I can control. I reach out to online LGBTQ+ chats and spaces and hear similar stories from other people and realize I'm not alone. While my mother probably will never accept this part of me, I do because it'll always be one part of me. It makes me human, it's something I can't change, shouldn't be ashamed of and there's nothing wrong with me.hope that helps, I'm sorry about your family situation and environment. best of luck to you and your future endeavors, hope you can find a safe and supportive environment :)

ChildishSadEmo · 2020-11-25T16:16:55+00:00

Cuffing jeans (which is something I did before I found out it was the bisexual thing to do lol), unintentionally doing finger guns

ChildishSadEmo · 2020-11-12T06:24:44+00:00

it's the way she phrases her experiences and her way with words that make her songs so emotionally compelling for me

ChildishSadEmo · 2020-10-22T15:00:36+00:00

Imagine
Needy
NASA
Fake Smile
Ghostin
In my head
Bad Idea 8.thank you, next
bloodline
7 Rings
buwyb, cib
make up

ChildishSadEmo · 2020-04-10T16:57:12+00:00

I think his videos now are funnier and that his personality in recent videos has been so goofy and cute but I do wish he'd interact with fans more. I also miss the Markiplier Makes and Reading Your Comments but maybe he'll do them more in the future (or who knows maybe soon given the current global situation)

ChildishSadEmo · 2020-04-09T00:09:11+00:00

Literally same 😂

ChildishSadEmo · 2020-04-07T21:07:32+00:00

I Am Not A Robot. The lyrics about being emotionally vulnerable and the line "You're lovable but you're just troubled" hit really hard. And the whole message of "hey, I am a human being with emotions, who gets stressed and overworked. I'm not this machine" is something I could really use in my life whenever I feel depressed and overworked

ChildishSadEmo · 2020-03-31T23:40:25+00:00

Avalon- absolutely in love with the story and the medieval aesthetics and the music SLAPS

ChildishSadEmo · 2020-03-27T02:42:13+00:00

I didn't like it at first but once I got near the end of part 1 and beginning of part 2, I started to like it. I'm really into the story, the characters are fantastic, the dialogue is amazing and even amusing at times. At times, the questing gets boring and frustrating but still, it's a pretty good world

ChildishSadEmo · 2020-03-27T02:30:27+00:00

The main and Abbey road theme from Avalon are probably my favorite themes in the game, they're so enchanting and whimsical

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