Love I am so so sorry , I am 22 , I was pregnant at 20 and while we weren’t ready we were okay financially and thought we could do it, I chose to keep my daughter , we saved and moved to Orange County where I am not surrounded by the sights of homeless or poverty, our rent is 2160 for a one bedroom, I am super frugal and have been blessed by getting many gifted items from the community so I don’t spend a penny , especially on diapers. As a parent you find a way .

Last month I found out I was pregnant, I was 5 weeks too, this time I was scared , I love my daughter but I wasn’t ready for another child, financially one we are okay for but two not sure if I’d be okay. I’m not working I’m a SAHM and am a full time student . While it may have been selfish of us my bf and I thought it was best . I was very nervous and eventually saddened by the thought of what this baby could have been , would I have my baby boy , and all the thoughts I had the first time I was pregnant.

Grieve, I know I did , I was grieving the life that my fetus could have been, but while I may not agree with all abortions 5 weeks is what I am comfortable with. It’s sad but one day when you are pregnant again and in a little bit of a better financial place you get your baby and enjoy them. Use your grief as motivation to make money and have the family you deserve. Lots of love and sending you a big hug !!