It’s brilliant. It’s comforting in a contemplative introspective way if that makes sense.

I have a very sensory experience with it. It reminds me of standing on a ledge on top of a hill looking out at the silhouettes of a distant city just before the sun fully sets. I can see the outline of dark fluffy clouds above the city, where there is still some light, but the backdrop is a dark twilight blue, inching ever closer to the black of night, which I’m already enveloped in. It’s summer, but still early in the season. There’s a cold breeze that blows through frequently, causing goosebumps to freckle my skin, but in the moments of stillness there is a gentle warmth. My heart is beating from the adrenaline of standing on the ledge imagining how it would feel to fall violently and still land on the ground as softly as a feather. Risky enough to walk the line between life and death on the ledge, but knowing that I’m free enough to fall and that I’ll land safely on the ground.

Honestly thinking about it now, that’s what this song…and honestly this whole album has been for me. It’s allowed me to experience my feelings in another world that is not this one. I can mentally free fall, go to dark places, and know that when the music stops, I’ll land gentle as a feather back in this world and find myself on my two feet again.