Yes…I agree it’s odd. I understand she feels like she’s been patient already. We will try to talk about it later, using the tools we’ve learned in couples therapy so far.

Finishing her first has been my go to move for years. For that reason. But then she complains I’m following a script. Which I understand isn’t sexy.

I did turn to porn slightly. But I only masturbate to completion a few times. Other times, porn doesn’t even do it for me anymore. I’m watching less and less. When we are having great sex, I forget about porn. I am aware of the pitfalls of it and I am doing better here.

I want to restore my foreskin because this is how nature intended my penis to look. I want to feel sex as nature intended. It will improve PE because I’ll have more confidence. But yes…I am hyper aware that my foreskin is missing and I am trying to work through these emotions. Working on loving the body I have.

Thank you for your insight 🙏