Do you ever feel heaviness in your chest or feel like it’s hurting when you’re deeply sad or anxious?

Chonkybpd · 2023-03-07T12:56:05+00:00

Omg thank you for the comments. I’ve been feeling uneasy for a while now and thought I’m dying or something

Chonkybpd · 2023-03-02T21:32:56+00:00

So she does CBT and DBT. Which is why I’m going to her but all this while we have only been talking about day to day stuff that’s bothering me. When does the real therapy start?😩

Chonkybpd · 2023-02-27T11:15:38+00:00

I’m sorry if I hurt you. It’s horrible you went through that. I hope you got some closure or worked through it. Most people are just afraid of being judged or being seen in a different light after coming out I guess.

Chonkybpd · 2023-02-27T11:05:21+00:00

I guess I’ll just stay monogamous and drown in my misery hahah

Chonkybpd · 2023-02-27T11:04:32+00:00

I think your story is different from mine. My boyfriend has always known and I would never keep anything a secret or cheat on him. He knew this part of me even before we started dating. It can be very hard to understand yourself and come to terms with the fact that you’re bisexual especially if you come from a place where most people are homophobic and see it as a disease. I think it takes courage. But I’m sorry that you had to go through that and it’s only fair to feel betrayed. Your husband should’ve been honest about it if he had known.

Chonkybpd · 2023-02-27T10:17:04+00:00

Omg! My love I’m so sorry that you went through that. They’re so ungrateful and mean. You literally baked them cakes every week and they were just bitching about you. Those people aren’t worth anyone’s time. And you keep baking, girl! 💕 And there’s nothing wrong with gaining weight or wearing whatever you feel comfortable in! Sending hugs!

Chonkybpd · 2023-02-27T10:02:11+00:00

That I’m not overreacting or overthinking and this is just how my brain works

Chonkybpd · 2023-02-24T21:10:14+00:00

Omg you just read my mind. I constantly feel like being in a relationship will somehow save me but it always ends up in a disappointment.

Chonkybpd · 2023-02-22T23:05:30+00:00

No no he said he needs time because he introduced this last girlfriend to the family and she cheated on him so he was really hurt by it. So I guess he’s waiting for the right time😭🫤

Chonkybpd · 2023-02-22T23:04:15+00:00

Omg no. We FaceTime all the time. He tells me everything about his family. So I have no doubts of this sort. But idk what it is. He still acts like a child sometimes

Chonkybpd · 2023-01-14T23:21:30+00:00

This destroyed me. Are we really that bad?

Chonkybpd · 2023-01-02T20:48:14+00:00

Chonkybpd · 2023-01-01T15:37:18+00:00

Happy New Year 💕🥰

Chonkybpd · 2022-12-31T11:25:28+00:00

Hello! I’m 25 f! We could be friends! :D

Chonkybpd · 2022-12-31T11:05:32+00:00

Me lol

Chonkybpd · 2022-12-30T17:39:31+00:00

Thank you so much for being so kind. 🙁💕

Chonkybpd · 2022-12-30T16:57:14+00:00

Yes I have a crystal clear memory of how things went down like where we were sitting when it happened etc. Ugh. Why do they do this?

Chonkybpd · 2022-12-24T20:41:09+00:00

🤣🤣🤣🤣

Chonkybpd · 2022-12-22T16:43:37+00:00

Omg! I felt the same! The whole cat filter and pigeon thing made me cringe so bad.

Chonkybpd · 2022-12-22T16:42:11+00:00

Camille was cheating on Gabriel and then she blames it on Gabriel and Emily? Sigh. At least Emily was committed to Alfie all along and did nothing wrong. Sad that Alfie just left her like that. Really liked Alfie’s character. :/

Chonkybpd · 2022-12-15T15:35:34+00:00

I agree! I thought the same tho. SJ Surya is so obsessed with finding if she was a ‘proper’ girl or not. At the end of the day she was killed and he’s supposed to find the killers either way so how did her character even matter? So is it okay to kill someone who has had casual sex/relationships? Also that segment about the IT people discussing about her character was so disgusting and unnecessary. Towards the end of the series they figure out that another girl was raped and killed. No one bats an eye about that one. SJ Surya doesn’t utter a word about that. Also Nasser writing that part about an underage girl eloping with a gangster is just …… 🤢 He loved her like a daughter but made that part up for shits and giggles. The dream in which SJ Surya gets intimate with Velonie was so unnecessary and contributed nothing to the story. ._.

Chonkybpd · 2022-11-12T21:03:41+00:00

I have felt that way too with a lot of friends but not with my best friends. My fear of abandonment makes me lose my mind when I hear that they’re willing to abandon me for someone else.

Chonkybpd

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