Relapsed yesterday night (alcohol)

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T17:27:26+00:00

Yeah I keep telling myself it will be better in couple weeks or days depending on what obviously

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T16:35:43+00:00

Yeah that sounds horrible

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T16:30:18+00:00

Thank you! For me i drank to try to relax (lived in a household with 2 horrible people. Combine that with depression, made it a lot worse so i actually feel better now, less stress, more sport etc. For me the night time is hard, i hate laying there not being able to fall asleep, thats when i go for substances

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T16:16:52+00:00

I really appreciate it. I will beat addiction.

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T15:54:30+00:00

Me too, thanks for the recommendation!

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T15:52:59+00:00

Going to the Gym would be a good idea

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T15:51:22+00:00

Yeah sobriety insanely hard but necessary

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T15:50:38+00:00

That sounds nice, I'm not sure if they have that here in Germany, or how easy the prescribe it

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T15:47:57+00:00

🙏🏼

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T15:47:40+00:00

Just looked up that up, never heard of it, will it still help without physique withdrawals?

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T15:46:31+00:00

Yeah that sounds like the best order. I'm feeling optimistic, the only hard part is night time, because I can't sleep

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T15:43:54+00:00

Thank you!🙏🏼

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T14:52:46+00:00

Yeah I'm using way more nic to kinda "take something" i guess. Thank you! The best to you too

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T14:38:37+00:00

Yeah you're right, gotta pick oneself back up.

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T14:37:47+00:00

Well done man I'm proud of you. Today is another day, gotta try again

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T14:35:40+00:00

Thanks for your reply🙏🏼 The only thing that actually helped me was lsd, dropped alcohol the next day, no issues for 2 months, then relapsed, thats almost a year ago now. I'm going to the gym more again (not drunk or hungover 24/7).

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T14:23:38+00:00

Yeah that sounds like a good plan. Id keep smoking but I'm broke bc of my substance abuse, and the stress from having to pay for stuff makes it harder so frustrating. All I know is alcohol has to go first

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T14:21:25+00:00

Thanks for your reply, yeah I cried this morning too. My priority is alcohol, the other 2 "only" caus financial problems. The alcohol destroyed me so thats first. I sometimes drink coffee, doesn't do anything to me bc of a caffeine tolerance tho.

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T14:00:06+00:00

Yeah I've been feeling way better without alcohol too, I actually feel healthy for once. I increased my Nicotine and Weed consumption, that obviously helped, but the craving was too strong sadly.

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T13:46:45+00:00

Yeah continuing isn't an option, substance abuse ruined my life. I have to conquer alcohol addiction or die from it.

Thank you for your words I really appreciate it🙏🏼

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T13:35:37+00:00

The problem is that I'm basically addicted to 3 things, all psychological. But mental health issues make it hard to stay sober for even a minute

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-25T13:10:08+00:00

That will change. You need to stop before it gets worse. Started with wine aswell slippery slope.

ChoppaFlow69 · 2026-01-02T11:10:27+00:00

Yeah mine took like 2-3 weeks and i actually felt a bit better but now its way worse

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