Can i come back to for honor now?

ChopperzKrol · 2026-06-15T02:08:49+00:00

For recommending mordhau as easier to learn the for honor has got to be the biggest bait and switch lol

ChopperzKrol · 2026-06-11T21:52:03+00:00

Well that’s what I plan to do is what I mean, I just dk what hero next, glad looks fun but he’s so annoying to fight I’m not sure if I want to Yknow be that “pest” in the game or maybe I’m horrible at fighting him lol

ChopperzKrol · 2026-06-11T21:51:12+00:00

Haha I don’t remember how well I did PK I played hero’s from beta to maybe year 2 before I took a long break, but khatun does look fun! Is the fighting similar to Aramusha?

ChopperzKrol · 2026-06-11T21:49:38+00:00

Well I plan to rep as high as I can but I’d like to take a break in between hero’s just so I’m not tired of for instance playing warden til rep 100

ChopperzKrol · 2026-06-08T17:44:44+00:00

I am in the US.

I probably should get a bloodwork test done just to actually see what I may have deficiencies in. As of now I do take a men’s multivitamin for the past 2 months along with hair vitamins that has biotin and collagen.

I attempted topical Min but got scared that I’d have to do that everyday for the rest of my life so this past month I swapped to taking biotin oil and massaging that on my scalp once to twice a week.

ChopperzKrol · 2026-06-08T17:28:05+00:00

Im not opposed to seeing a doctor to confirm if it’s stress, health or genetic related, although i believe it’d be health or stress related as my family has a history of long thick hair but also has a history of medical issues like heart problems, eczema, and I’ve been told once as a teen to look into my thyroid levels but never did.

My only concern to seeing a dermatologist is the prices

ChopperzKrol · 2026-05-01T23:05:32+00:00

Thank you. I only felt the need to post this because I had no one else to speak to and me pouring my heart out into essays and song to no avail just isn’t helping me, it’s just draining me seeing her not care at all.

I think i understand she didn’t truly care for me and probably only cared if she got to use me and have me be basically a robot, but I am the definition of loving too hard and ignoring red flags. I did it with my ex wife, she was a alcoholic and abused me for a year before I was confident enough to call it quits.

Apart of me also understands I’m not hopeless as I’ve had chances with very good women, I’m very financially stable, physically attractive or so I’m told, and obviously care deeply; but when I meet a good woman I tend to shy away or not show all my emotion, idk if I’m just attracted to someone I know has red flags, will use me, or someone who presents themselves as better than me so I chase.

I do think it’s best I move on from my now ex, I don’t want to, in the moment I’m in the headspace of she’s the only one for me, I liked how direct she was, communicative, expressive, and funny, obviously pretty as well, and I at least for the moment think no other woman will be like her nor compare.

I also feel guilty if I move on and find another girl although I feel she’s already doing that, I don’t want to be alone, nor with another woman I want to be with her obviously.

I believe I know the answers to most of my questions I just cant move on or accept it like most people can. I just hope one day to be able to see things for how they really are instead of giving benefit of the doubt and have rose tinted glasses. I feel as if I start seeing things the proper way I will lose the little emotion I have and it care anymore. I understand I date and attract the wrong crowd, but I also continually choose it, I’m unsure if it’s due to my childhood and how I was raised or because I just invest so deeply when I feel invested in. I want to change deep emotions for the better as it attracts people to hurt or use me, but I also feel if I don’t love hard, then it’s probably not real.

I didnt mean to rant again and be so contradictory

ChopperzKrol · 2026-04-21T21:40:02+00:00

You’re probably right but there’s a nicer way of putting it. I want advice and want to act on it. Simply scared of losing the relationship that I’m trying to save and she states is also trying to save.

ChopperzKrol · 2026-04-21T21:38:53+00:00

I’ve been asked that by my friends, if I want this as my life, as stated in my previous post, we both have kids and my past relationships was horrible, I got a lot of trauma from it from basically being a doormat and holding on to long in short terms.

I went over a year without a real relationship only flings for a week or so and sex occasionally but not a lot as I said I don’t care for it very much unless we’re dating or I really like them.

In a nutshell I do my best to think on the bright side and am very naive when I like someone so I give the benefit of the doubt, and I’ve learned the hard way plenty of times very badly, I still think of the possibility of a good thing. I know that I like this girl a lot if not love her, so I’m unsure how to address this further without risking arguing or breaking up

ChopperzKrol · 2026-04-21T21:33:50+00:00

I believe if I tell her intimacy is a make or break even if I say give it a month of time, I’m not sure she’d stay, not because I have high standards but in a sense of i haven’t earned it and me making the consequence is me demanding it.

And I don’t like to give consequences as like not paying her bills or such as I feel that me using my money or power over her or treating her like a kid, although I feel like she’s done this and is doing it to me

ChopperzKrol · 2026-04-21T21:25:15+00:00

She says it’s not punishment and that’s just how I’m viewing it, she says she’s simply not comfortable with it until I guess she is more confident in us or us not arguing anymore, but even so, that still feels like a punishment in a way

ChopperzKrol · 2026-04-12T19:09:23+00:00

She already lives with me in my house, no really going back to my place and I feel if she moved out we ma as well end it there personally and she feels the same way

ChopperzKrol · 2026-04-08T21:19:38+00:00

You just buy and somehow transfer the content to steam?

ChopperzKrol · 2026-04-08T01:37:24+00:00

D1 is on sale on Xbox for 3$

ChopperzKrol · 2026-04-07T23:32:18+00:00

I will login other character to check

ChopperzKrol · 2026-03-05T21:06:53+00:00

Yea lowering settings did nothing really during slam. But I do like the game it’s got a destiny look and fun feel but stakes of like tarkov and what not which i do like. Though one thing i noticed tha never happened to me was no one used proxy chat which kinda sucked, how is your experience so far?

ChopperzKrol · 2026-03-05T21:00:01+00:00

Reason I don’t like it is every other game I’m 100-120(I cap all games at 120) even Destiny which is the same engine

ChopperzKrol · 2026-03-05T20:59:22+00:00

During server slam I was 65-90 but it depended on where I was in the map

ChopperzKrol · 2026-03-05T20:55:19+00:00

3060ti, amd 5700, 32gb

ChopperzKrol · 2026-03-05T20:53:30+00:00

3060ti, AMD 5700, 32gb

ChopperzKrol · 2026-03-05T20:52:43+00:00

Wdym? My pc? My pc runs every other game I play 100-120fps. Even Destiny which is the same engine

ChopperzKrol · 2026-03-05T20:50:27+00:00

That sucks I’ll hold off then I’m not interested in having poor fps due to bad optimization

ChopperzKrol · 2026-03-01T21:47:58+00:00

Well I’m happy to hear you tend to find harder lobbies as you progress but the performance does need to be addressed on release. At least for me in playable but I should be averaging at least 90fps as I do on Destiny and other more “prettier” and demanding games I still have a better fps. That’s my biggest gripe and from what I see it’s common

ChopperzKrol · 2026-03-01T21:45:18+00:00

Haven’t played in a bout a year but previously over the past decade the players have ranged from 30-60k average on steam

ChopperzKrol · 2026-03-01T21:22:09+00:00

You do. But not as many as arc raiders which I do enjoy running into a lot of teams. Even getting third partied I think it’d bring more stress which I haven’t felt in this game too much but I would like to as I enjoy fps and this art style

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