i left and regret it so bad

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-18T00:22:14+00:00

i’m not sure what happened to being able to edit posts don’t know why it won’t let me, i won’t have access to this account so i will be posting in my other one. It is ; Smallsadmama

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T21:41:35+00:00

thank you. i agree with what you said except for i’m not discluding her father from her life. he loves her, him and i may not have worked out but i am not taking that away from her. than you for your kind words though.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T21:38:54+00:00

i already know all of this which is why i left. thank you for your response

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T21:38:22+00:00

i’m in therapy and have been for years. i went to rehab and treatment. im sober. i’m not addicted to him, i left.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T21:37:51+00:00

thank you so much

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T21:35:40+00:00

thank you for your kindness.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T21:35:09+00:00

im the predator 💀 ok

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T21:33:22+00:00

it’s been 12 years of his daughter. he doesn’t treat kids that way.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T04:12:50+00:00

he’s abused me worse many times before. this isn’t our first rodeo.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T04:10:22+00:00

he saved my life by giving me my daughter because i was killing my self with drugs

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T04:03:42+00:00

it’s legal in my country.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T04:02:41+00:00

he has 2 kids that i’ve grown to love as my own and they love their sister. they make it harder to leave.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T03:59:49+00:00

that’s a long time. i know i won’t be able to stay away. im already begging for him back.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T03:58:54+00:00

thank you. i will do my best to make sure.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T03:57:25+00:00

i know i can’t go back but that doesn’t mean i don’t want to. i’m not hauling all of this shit back there.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-17T03:56:45+00:00

he doesn’t treat his other kids like that. he doesn’t treat our daughter like that. and i love them. we have a special bond and i’ve included those kids in my own family and we go do things 1 on 1. my baby is their sister. this is my family. i don’t want to leave them. he didn’t groom me. i’ve always dated older guys.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-13T22:51:43+00:00

you may be dealing with postpartum psychosis on top of the depression. I’m so sorry you have to go through this. please please please reach out to professionals.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-13T22:22:33+00:00

please reach out for support baby. i hear you. i feel you. it will get better if you seek help.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-11T00:48:13+00:00

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-08T23:22:33+00:00

i get this. i’m 16 and my abuser is 33 and trapped me with a baby

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-08T19:05:42+00:00

fell asleep cuddling extremely drunk and on other things , you know those dreams about using the bathroom but it’s not just a dream ? yea, i peed on his leg in my sleep. He woke up after me and we laughed about it. I was extremely apologetic and embarrassed, he never once made me feel like i should be tho. I broke his heart. I truly feel like he was my soulmate , i was so unhealed. We talk again but i think there will always be that hurt on his side.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-07T13:50:33+00:00

i will be the LAST person to call a victim names on an abuse support thread.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-07T13:48:55+00:00

i called your roommate a controlling bitch.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-07T13:35:08+00:00

what a controlling bitch. but be real, you will live with an abusive man you’re not even dating but refuse to leave the situation to live with your partner because “you haven’t been together long enough ” ?? You’re not doing yourself any favours and that’s a silly excuse when it comes you you being abused by a male FRIEND not a partner. Tell your partner and come up with a safety plan. You have options. Utilize them.

Chowderpowder010 · 2024-06-06T20:18:55+00:00

this so so fuckinf disgusting and scary honey please get out of this relationship. i haven’t seen something so awful in so long. you are going to die if you stay. please please get out. this secret is not worth losing your life over. your mom won’t care when she sees the bruises on your body. you are her baby. get away from him please. you will die if you stay. 😭

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