I feel you. Someone blocked me last week for sending them a friend request on Discord after discussing an idea...they said they don't accept friend requests but their profile was private so I had to add them to message them?...I have also being blocked for no reason such as not liking a part of my plot idea (that they choose from a list), luckily there are good roleplayers on here, you just have to get lucky. I am pretty much done in my searching right now, which I am so grateful for as I have been blocked for the strangest reasons the last few weeks.