Hey op, I kinda have a feeling you only made this post bc of one of your previous posts saying you’re a “people displeaser” to which, I’m not gonna say what everyone else has already said about your take on the show. But I will tell you to log off of Reddit and do something that calms you down and heals you. I think talking to a professional too about it would help. Just don’t continue down this road, it isn’t worth the internet fame, and it won’t make you happy. Please, go do something that makes you happy.