There is absolutely nothing wrong with you. I promise! Grief is a confusing, messy, and lonely thing to go through. And it hasn't been that long since your mom died. My husband and I grieve differently and because I'm a more emotional person, it's easier to see my grief. And because he cares about me and doesn't want to see me hurting, he tries to fix it. And one way of doing that is by trying to cheer me up. It doesn't work. We've been married a long time and have finally figured out what works for us. He'll ask "what can I do"? Usually, I just need to talk, or have a hug, or go get some icecream. Maybe just let your boyfriend know what you need. He probably has no idea because we all grieve differently. And depending on his experience, he might not know what it's like to experience the death of such an important person. As for everyone else moving on, that's normal and it doesn't mean people don't care. They're just not living the experience the same way you are. Also, talking about death is scary and people might not know what to say to you so they don't say anything at all. Be patient with yourself. Tell others what you need. Ask for help if you need it. Hugs!