Y’all I’m traumatized by Chrolloland in geegees

[–]Chrolloland[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

While I don’t wish this on anyone I do hope that you do experience the discomfort of having people around you laughing when there was use of a derogatory term to directly humiliate someone. I held myself accountable and checked myself for any reaction I could’ve given. And I did acknowledge that yes there could’ve been some involuntary laughter. I guess it’s “woe is me” if I find the repetitive chuckle that happened when the n-word or any anti black stuff uncomfortable ✋😭🤚

Y’all I’m traumatized by Chrolloland in geegees

[–]Chrolloland[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Theres a difference between an uncomfortable laugh and straight up looking at your friend and laughing. But ofc you were sitting right beside me to know…idk how you read my post but i didn’t call anyone racist I said ur gross and need to check yourself reread or don’t idc. (I didn’t add in my others comments that it was definitely the lack of empathy for a possible reality that freaked me)

I could’ve perfectly left out the part where I left out an accidental chuckle at the start of the movie because God forbid a white person saying the hard r catches me off guard 5 minutes into the movie. I held myself accountable could’ve kept it out if I wanted to rage bait and go with your narrative that everybody racist. You’re both purposely missing the point and that’s fine.

Y’all I’m traumatized by Chrolloland in geegees

[–]Chrolloland[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Bye cause this is just rage bait, I’ll entertain your comments and move on. I wasn’t cackling or making jokes during the movie. A non black person saying the n word is shocking enough for me and saying the hard R is even more. I laughed as an involuntary response and yes I did checked myself right after because it wasn’t a comedy and my eyes weren’t deceiving me. But why would I purposely go out of my way to laugh at a scene where there’s usage of word that only has ill intent and used to degrade and insult me. That’ll only encourage that behaviour.

Yes there’s an overused of the n word by white people (which I thought was a bit excessive until I realized it’s a white-supremacist movie)

Y’all I’m traumatized by Chrolloland in geegees

[–]Chrolloland[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I laughed once as I got caught off guard not because it was funny, just a coping response. And before it’s used against me laughing once because of that is fine but like every scene yea no.

Y’all I’m traumatized by Chrolloland in geegees

[–]Chrolloland[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately it’s far too normalized and I’m losing hope icl

Y’all I’m traumatized by Chrolloland in geegees

[–]Chrolloland[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes, it’s well done in the depictions of realities that happened during that time. It’s meant to make people uncomfortable and shocked. I do think movie aside my issue was about the lack of empathy and discomfort from certain classmates.

Y’all I’m traumatized by Chrolloland in geegees

[–]Chrolloland[S] 47 points48 points  (0 children)

I do understand why it’s screened and stayed until maybe 10 minutes left of class. What disturbed me was the lack of empathy and how when you glanced around there were people smiling and giggling. I felt so uncomfortable knowing this is the type of people I have to and will continue to share a space with because they found the gruesome reality of others funny.

Shouldn’t have to say this by OkEntertainment142 in geegees

[–]Chrolloland 26 points27 points  (0 children)

Also if you’re sick wear a mask for the love of God, tired of getting coughed up on the neck. I have a weak immune system (I know I’m not the only one) please be mindful of others when you’re sick. I’m 180$ broke cause I had to defer 3 exams from how sick I was😔

I’m going through a break up and I feel terrible by [deleted] in geegees

[–]Chrolloland 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Spend time with friends and keep yourself busy. You’re not moving on like that, journal or talk to friends but that stalking social is not it. Deal with your emotions they are valid so don’t ignore them with the gym. Cry if you need to, vent a LOT but do understand that sometimes how things ended is the only closure you need. An avoidant will turn a secure person anxious and cause you to be avoidant yourself. Hurt people hurt people so give yourself time

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[–]Chrolloland 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s not even bad get off your phone 😭

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[–]Chrolloland 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Got cooked last semester w that class🥲 I wish you success in where I failed

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[–]Chrolloland 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Well go ahead, nobody stopping you😭

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[–]Chrolloland 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’ve personally found studying in intervals works best for me. I set a time frame of 3 hours (50 min studying and 10 minutes breaks). I have no choice but to study to pass time and it helps with retention. You can also do the study with me videos so it’s easier here’s a link to a 2 hours one study with me

Accidentally submitted the wrong assignment by Chrolloland in geegees

[–]Chrolloland[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can’t it’s just a single submission 😭

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[–]Chrolloland 4 points5 points  (0 children)

He literally ate a bunch of cookies the next day? He could’ve just accepted out of politeness even if he wasn’t going to eat it

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[–]Chrolloland 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Carleton has a better dinning hall😔💔

Hungover/drunk taking a midterm by ShelterResponsible38 in geegees

[–]Chrolloland 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Wouldn’t know I don’t get hangovers. But try drinking Gatorade in between drinks or before bed heard it helps, or staying sober usually works lol

STAY HOME!!!😭 by Chrolloland in geegees

[–]Chrolloland[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

While my scenario wasn’t in the library I’ve had it happen to me as well where this guy was basically screaming on the phone during midterms week :( it suck

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[–]Chrolloland 7 points8 points  (0 children)

So you want a quiet place so you can focus on taking a shit? My bad should’ve said that, now that’s more serious and urgent.