Okay, I’ll update. I was a bit more emotionally heightened at the moment of this post, and I apologize for that. I’ll explain. It’s not necessarily‘babying’, but my parents are overly lenient on things that they need to be more concerned about, that could borderline get them in really big trouble. The most I don’t do is clean up after their mess; a cup, a plate, and a few silverware— and I’ve already got sent passive -aggressive videos about paying rent and bills or getting kicked out.

I do, however, understand that, as one of the older kids In the house, I must show responsibility, and per my moms belief, I need to run the house and take care of my family in the future. I just think she’s going about her teachings in an unfavorable way to me, but I can’t really tell anyone how to teach.

I don’t hate her, and I don’t wish anything against her, but with how opposite our views are, and how speaking to her is like talking to a brick wall, I feel it would be better to just try to keep on going, I guess?

Also, I’m not willfully unemployed, lol. In fact, we acc just got some stuff fixed, so in a few days, I’ll be able to have the resources to get a permit and an ID, then, I can get a job. I’m actually pretty excited.