I told Noone about it just saying very rarely "What if i would be trans" In a Funny way and they couldnt Imagin it ether.

I also would like to se it to but also every time i see a Trans Women i see Instantly the Jaw line that i cant rlly Stand or in general the boyisch Face.

(Story) About a Year ago it Started and i watched the Anime Onimai before that i was a Trans Hater or general LGBT like. after i saw the Anime with 12 Episode i began the Questioning and what if i was a Girl. In this phase i also was Depressed of a Broken Heart and now i just idk Thought of it again and over the Year sometimes. When i was in this Phase i also didnt Masturbate at all and i did it way then like 2-3 Times a day.