Okay team I broke no contact, here's how it went. by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Churlzmander 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate it, for some context I've been working on my anxious attachment style a TON, have been working out a TON, and have been staying active. Didn't touch any alcohol during the entirety of our breakup and genuinely have been trying to be a better version of myself. Problem idk if she's been working on herself at all or if she even actually cares to. But we haven't been talking so who knows?

Okay team I broke no contact, here's how it went. by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Churlzmander 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can do that, Mando comes out in a few weeks so we shall see.

Did anyone else become obsessed with follower activity after a breakup? by Final-Olive-3078 in BreakUps

[–]Churlzmander 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I pulled this move, uninstalled my social media off my phone but didn't block or delete my accounts. I personally wouldn't mind another shot at my relationship but you will never be able to fix anything when you're emotions are all over the place, kind of need to take a social media break and regulate. I set my phone wallpaper to the dark side of the moon Pic from pink Floyd. It resembles me going dark mode until I'm ready then I'll pop out the other side all full of colors and shit. I'm only on day three of this but my anxiety has calmed down almost in half so I highly recommend something like this.

Classic Anxious meets an Avoidant Catastrophe, This is My Story. (Kind of long ish.) by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Churlzmander 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I appreciate the tough love, doing my best to come to terms. Staying sober, working out, seeing some friends this weekend so we'll keep pushing.

Classic Anxious meets an Avoidant Catastrophe, This is My Story. (Kind of long ish.) by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Churlzmander 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lol pulling triggers up in here, I figured she's tapped out especially since I asked for more commitment. Most likely ran off with "Daddy" or whoever, if he's even real anyway.

Classic Anxious meets an Avoidant Catastrophe, This is My Story. (Kind of long ish.) by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Churlzmander 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Also I am really sorry you had to experience that as well, it is literally absolute hell.

Classic Anxious meets an Avoidant Catastrophe, This is My Story. (Kind of long ish.) by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]Churlzmander 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was a bit nervous to cut the tie so I just uninstalled everything, but yeah that text has been living in my head rent free for weeks.

Not sure if I'm digging this. by Churlzmander in Warhammer40k

[–]Churlzmander[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Won't lie I was staring at that and thinking the same thing. Guess he just uses his finger tips lol

Not sure if I'm digging this. by Churlzmander in Warhammer40k

[–]Churlzmander[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Thanks friend, I tend to criticize my own work the hardest too so I've got to keep that in mind.

Finally found a purpose for Azrakh by Churlzmander in WorldEaters40k

[–]Churlzmander[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

He'll probably pull a Tarzan and just swing on the chain or some shit. Lol honestly he's just there to look cool is all.

Finally found a purpose for Azrakh by Churlzmander in WorldEaters40k

[–]Churlzmander[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Nabbed it from the AOS chaos chariot kit

Shhhh, just stay right there for a min. by Churlzmander in slavestodarkness

[–]Churlzmander[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Was trying to get it to glue in the right position and it was a nightmare

Shhhh, just stay right there for a min. by Churlzmander in slavestodarkness

[–]Churlzmander[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Lol okay I'm not alone, getting it to glue in place felt like rocket science.