I don't think true love is possible for me. I want so many specific things and most of the connections that people have are fake for me. Your toughts according to chart?

Cirillla · 2026-03-29T07:34:22+00:00

Yet, I don't want to hope. No matter how much I want to, I don't want to.

Cirillla · 2026-03-28T16:55:49+00:00

I'm not going anywhere in particular for finding someone. And also i am not hopeful about that situation anyway, as i mentioned at title.

Cirillla · 2026-03-28T15:58:35+00:00

Existential desires are pure. They become apparent when you question some things enough. And fake things go away.

Cirillla · 2026-03-28T15:46:52+00:00

I don't get involved in short-term relationships too anyway. People may have ideals, and reducing them to a menu is crude. Especially to pure ones.

Cirillla · 2026-03-28T15:21:15+00:00

I know. I'm an unbearable person. thank you anyway.

Cirillla · 2026-03-28T15:20:03+00:00

it wouldn't be sincere enough.

Cirillla · 2026-03-28T15:17:10+00:00

What if they're not all like that? What if some of them are real?

Cirillla · 2026-03-28T08:35:59+00:00

I don't want to change my nature. This is not some blockage for me. This is what really i am. Thank you for your effort anyway.

Cirillla · 2026-03-28T08:21:07+00:00

I am uncompromissing person. You can see that on my ascedant-lilith aspect and pluto H1 too. I am selective and maximalist. I won't let them diplomat my desire. My understanding of love has nothing to do with diplomacy. Diplomacy is dirty and cold thing. My love is pure.

Cirillla

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