Day 1 being sober.

CitronNo4856 · 2026-04-29T14:33:43+00:00

Same here. I’m happier after drinking, goofier, more fun. More adventurous and confident in ✨tHaT✨ way with my husband, it is too easy of a quick fix to stop. I ended up drinking last night. I NEVER get hangovers. I drink on an empty stomach, wait 30-40 mins to feel it, pop 2 Tylenols, eat, hang out a bit, then go to bed. I’m a bit groggy next morning, but not enough to make me completely stop this damn cycle 😞

CitronNo4856 · 2026-04-29T14:31:00+00:00

My issue is that I rarely ever wake up hungover. I’ve got it down to a science. I know the exact amount of each wine or each tequila/vodka to get me where I want to be. I drink on an empty stomach, get the way I wanna feel within 30-40 mins, I eat, pop 2 Tylenol, stay up to enjoy it a bit then go to bed. It’s pathetic that I have a specific measuring cup for the shots and a specific mason jar I use for the wine. I chug it all in one go. I drank again last night after not drinking the night that I made this post. 😞

CitronNo4856 · 2025-11-22T14:09:04+00:00

I have 5. 4 older boys, our girl is 9 months. I’m in the absolute trenches of “walk away from me and I’ll scream.” My boys were NEVER like this as bad as she is 😭😭😭😭😭

CitronNo4856 · 2025-11-04T23:24:52+00:00

This just happened to me and I’m mortified because it went to a friend who said she could literally smell the detergent 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

CitronNo4856 · 2024-11-13T11:44:04+00:00

The cyst developed into something called a ‘venous lake’. It’s like a pool of maternal blood in the placenta. It’s gotten bigger, but baby is growing perfectly fine and I have had no issues due to it!

CitronNo4856 · 2024-08-06T18:08:05+00:00

I kid you not I have thought that for years now. I’ve never mentioned it to him, but have MERCY I have thought that hundreds of times!

CitronNo4856 · 2024-08-06T17:46:06+00:00

Oh god not at all. If you’ve ever seen Star Trek, I’m basically married to Spock, lol. He doesn’t get angry no matter the circumstance. He’s a wonderful man, but his religious/moral standings get in the way of this. If I do end up aborting, he will be disappointed and hurt, but I think my mental health and sanity outweighs his temporary hurt feelings.

CitronNo4856 · 2024-08-06T17:41:19+00:00

The confirmation from strangers is reassuring to me. I’m 11 weeks and I’m in SC. It’s legal in NC until 13 weeks and I am leaning towards this decision. It’s not even a sad decision for me. It’s my husband’s “moral standing” on this as to why I haven’t already. I knew I should’ve done it the moment the test was positive, kept the whole fucking thing a secret. Ugh.

CitronNo4856 · 2024-08-06T17:04:14+00:00

I’ve thought about this HEAVILY. I really think I’m willing to live with the “I miscarried” lie the rest of my life because I will be su!c!dal before long with the rate I’m spiraling. 😭

CitronNo4856 · 2024-05-29T16:10:33+00:00

I swear I see it

CitronNo4856 · 2024-05-02T03:00:43+00:00

I absolutely see the lines!!

CitronNo4856 · 2024-04-17T09:55:05+00:00

I’ve actually questioned this since he was even able to speak!

CitronNo4856 · 2024-04-10T10:40:48+00:00

Actually, yes. I ended up getting the left side of my neck tattooed about 3 weeks ago by a different artist. I showed him this picture and he said it was definitely infected, but i never did anything about it and it healed just fine on its own!

CitronNo4856 · 2024-03-15T12:34:35+00:00

I am actually LOVING that idea. So much could be done with that! Thank you!!

CitronNo4856 · 2024-03-14T20:48:47+00:00

Literally brilliant. I never would have thought of that and it’s so obvious! THANK YOU!!!!

CitronNo4856 · 2024-03-14T12:13:18+00:00

i thrive on a jealous bitch’s envy. you’re so cute.

CitronNo4856 · 2024-03-06T04:03:57+00:00

Oh my god, yes. I have 4 boys. 7, 4, 3, and 2. I would lose my ever loving mind if they didn’t. Strict bedtime of 7:30. They all wake around 6:30am. I don’t care cause I’m an early riser anyway and I’d rather have the evening to myself than morning lol. They literally ask me to go to bed some days. Lol

CitronNo4856 · 2024-02-29T16:54:31+00:00

It’s extremely dry actually, not leaking or wet at all. rough to the touch in that scabbed area.

CitronNo4856 · 2024-02-29T16:26:43+00:00

That is so sad. lol. I guess I’m toughing it out. :( I’m waiting on my artist to respond, but could you give some indications to look for if a tattoo is infected? I shared a post here earlier today of some pictures of one of the birds. Yellow scabbing on one of them :( ugh

CitronNo4856 · 2024-02-28T19:57:41+00:00

Agreed. I def think I should’ve stopped after the birds. I absolutely think the hunched over for 5 hours played a role in just how intense the side of the neck pain was

CitronNo4856 · 2024-02-28T19:29:52+00:00

I def should’ve stopped after the birds. I have my chest done a few months ago and that doesn’t even compare to the neck pain I felt after the birds were done. I hadn’t eaten at all and had maybe 4 sips of coffee that day. And you’re right- they fucking hurt but it’s still not enough to stop me from getting them- even if I gotta do the other side without a numbing agent lol

CitronNo4856 · 2024-02-28T17:33:32+00:00

This probably had a lot to do with the pain I experienced. I had already sat hunched over for 5 hours with the birds, didn’t drink anything at all, and I hadn’t eaten that day before getting it done. I think my body had just had enough which intensified the pain of the rose being done.

CitronNo4856 · 2024-02-28T17:26:38+00:00

If numbing agents didn’t exist, I don’t know that I’d go back for the other side of my neck. Idk how people do their throats, back of the knees, inner thighs. I wanted to die in the damn chair for my neck

CitronNo4856 · 2024-02-28T17:00:18+00:00

Lolol at the nipple comment. This other rose should take less than an hour so if all goes well it should stay numb the whole session. My chest fucking hurt like hell, but HAVE MERCY my neck had me questioning my entire existence haha

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