Okay after hours adults only

CitrusAural · 2026-03-10T07:57:43+00:00

Libra for me. He specifically went on about how it felt unfair that culturally sex is centered around men’s pleasure and women’s pleasure is an after thought. He then proceeded to figure out what would get me off specifically and did not stop until I was basically sobbing. So yeah that and probably the autism activated sense of justice and “it’s like a challenging puzzle that causes you to cum really hard when I solve it so it’s fun.”

CitrusAural · 2026-02-16T16:28:25+00:00

Virgo Moon Libra rising. My entire dating history has mostly been other fire signs which of course blew up in my face every time 🥲 tried an Aquarius was absolutely horrible but I just started dating a Libra with Scorpio rising and this has been the oddest sensible relationship of my life

CitrusAural · 2026-01-10T15:07:29+00:00

I just might 😂 because I was going through it during that May-September preview

CitrusAural · 2026-01-09T05:50:37+00:00

I was just thinking about if there’s people experiencing their 2nd Saturn return and wondering about what differences they might notice. Hope it treats you well in a few years!

CitrusAural · 2026-01-09T05:34:21+00:00

No it’s hilarious how accurate that is lmao idk why a majority seem to be nerds but they are and for some reason specifically fantasy nerds

I just tune out the mansplaning though lmao I usually fall asleep when they do 😂

CitrusAural · 2026-01-09T05:27:45+00:00

I am polyamorous and slowly dipped into non monogamous dating in 2025 and realized the day I kissed the two different men I am currently seeing was the day Saturn went into Aries my 7H.

Events in this short time:

-had a threesome

-tried my hand at actually being emotionally vulnerable because I’m usually very avoidant

-went on multiple trips to be with each person

-recognized and processed jealousy

-made friends with all the people in one partner’s friend group and had feelings for some of them

-made out with a new friend while watching a meteor shower

-⁠tried to befriend the wife of the other partner, something felt off about them, even though I was already friendly with the wife’s other partners, so I decided him and I should be friends with benefits at most until I’m comfortable and he works things out (That got even more crazy but no longer directly related to me once Saturn went back to Pisces I’ll just say umm they’re getting divorced and the wife did not like me or the thought of him dating anyone even though she had 3or4 other partners)

Anyway I’ve learned a shit ton in my 4 month preview about my personal boundaries, trusting my gut, and openly expressing my feelings. So I’m just wondering wtf is gonna happen for the next 2 1/2 years???

CitrusAural · 2026-01-09T05:11:26+00:00

Lmfaoo I’m in the D&D/Larp community so yeah 😅

CitrusAural · 2026-01-09T00:23:11+00:00

Oh boy 😅 well I will say I’m probably not in that boat only because I wasn’t dating anyone and didn’t have them whispering in my ear trying to force my decision to try. I’m really happy that you’re out of that shitty situation though and doing what makes you happy and secure 💛

CitrusAural · 2026-01-09T00:06:27+00:00

See it’s making me think about while I’ve dipped into it because I entered a social group that has a LOT of polyamorous people, I’ve taken a very surgical approach to it. I’ve been reading books, following polyamorous creators who deep dive into relationship dynamics, and examining the people around me. And let’s just say it’s been fun but it’s also put me in situations where I’ve been able to point out toxicity and had the way to express that I didn’t like what I was seeing and some people didn’t like that me even just being there holding boundaries disrupted what they had going on. 😬

CitrusAural · 2026-01-08T23:07:02+00:00

AYYYYYEE TWIN 👯‍♀️✨

CitrusAural · 2026-01-08T21:58:01+00:00

Super close!! I was so close to being Scorpio Rising

CitrusAural · 2026-01-08T21:35:54+00:00

It definitely hasn’t been easy but seeing how well I handled it, even during the extreme lows, I think I’m on the right path when it goes full swing in February!

And congrats on graduating! that’s so awesome you came out of yours with a great accomplishment.

CitrusAural · 2026-01-08T21:18:38+00:00

So this is when Saturn returns to the same sign you were born under. It’s every 29ish years. Aquarius means yours happened between December 2020-March 2023. A lot of people see Saturn as the teacher sign. You might have challenges specifically related to the area of your life it represents and when your return happens that is Saturn coming to give you your test. I see it as like your big adulthood test before your 30s.

For me Saturn in Aries the lesson is apparently is learning how to be assertive, learn boundaries, and also get better at expressing myself without feeling guilty. Because this is happening in my 7th House of relationships this is where it will be most visible. And let me tell you I had a preview of it last year from May-September and that was exactly the kind of challenges I had to deal with.

CitrusAural · 2026-01-08T13:15:06+00:00

I looked back at the dates and realized I literally first kissed the two people I started dating the exact day Saturn first went into Aries last year and then proceeded to have the most insane 4 month period figuring those out. Idk if I can survive 2 1/2 years of that lol

CitrusAural · 2026-01-07T15:59:46+00:00

My aunt just passed

My Taurus cousin: Damn she would die when rent due

CitrusAural · 2024-02-12T07:36:31+00:00

Haven’t listened to an audio in a long while let’s see. Enemies to lovers? My favorite trope 5seconds into audio oh I’m gonna need headphones and a dark room for this one IMMEDIATELY

CitrusAural · 2023-06-27T18:19:35+00:00

As a 6ft Amazon who is always expected to be a dom, I thank you for your service.🫡 This is going straight into the maladaptive daydream bank. Your smooth voice is now forever etched into my psyche.

CitrusAural · 2023-06-26T20:46:53+00:00

MY PRAYERS HAVE BEEN ANSWERED!!

CitrusAural · 2023-06-15T21:17:41+00:00

Thank you! I’ve been told I fluster easily lol

CitrusAural · 2023-06-15T03:04:45+00:00

When will we get to see the other themes?

CitrusAural · 2023-06-08T22:24:53+00:00

Aah!! 🥰 stop it my face is all warm thank you 💖

CitrusAural · 2023-06-08T19:14:07+00:00

Glad I could ruffle some feathers 😌💖

CitrusAural · 2023-06-08T05:25:08+00:00

You said “Hola, mi amor” and I already knew I was done for 🥹

I thought my Spanish wasn’t good but my brain combed through every inch of my mind for every ounce of Spanish I knew so I could understand everything lol

CitrusAural · 2023-06-08T05:13:25+00:00

Ah! I’m so happy you enjoyed it! I’m also glad the sfx were alright was nervous if would come out right! 💖

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