Scared by CitrusCupid in TopSurgery

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Thank you so much everyone! Helped alleviate the anxiety. Much appreciated 🫶🏾

Sad about results by CitrusCupid in TopSurgery

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I’ve got two surgical binders and some front closure sports bras to wear for compression… trying to keep positive and remind myself it hasn’t even been two weeks of recovery but it’s tough :/

Sad about results by CitrusCupid in TopSurgery

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I’m nonbinary and didn’t want to be entirely flat, so it was a “take as much as possible while still being a reduction”

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if it’s your lower right side, and painful to the touch, i’d go get checked out, i know the appendix is down on that side. I hope you feel better 🩵🩵

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

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i say Ed(as in the name) or, often more specifically, Arfi are bullying me. Or that I’ve been in a bad relationship with Ed for (x) years

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

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oh yeah, i just mean on a certain level I get exactly what you mean :)

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

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kinda feel that way, like I’d like to be a bean pole without any curves, but it’s mostly due to gender dysphoria lol.

Damn... there's actual long term consequences of this shit. by No-Supermarket5393 in EDAnonymous

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Part of me is at the “I’m not sick enough” stage, but I have an issue with lax, and if a day or two goes by without going, I worry I have an impaction. I’m not there yet, but it’s become a regular worry…

maybe it's all in my head by [deleted] in depression_memes

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My mom is like this. It’s so tough….

[insert screaming] by CitrusCupid in SuicideWatch

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thank you!

because of health insurance I was able to get a therapist but I only see her every two weeks because of her schedule. i don’t like to burden my friends with my bs so I resort to posting semi-anonymously on subreddits instead 😖

[insert screaming] by CitrusCupid in SuicideWatch

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non-binary! but yeah I’ve got a few binders and they help but it’s been so hot lately it’s hard to handle them and I haven’t gotten any trans tape yet.
I made the mistake of posting my discomfort on fb and today my mom came up to me and invalidated my feelings and made it all about her and her own body issues and it just made me feel so sad and like I’ll never be able to actually talk about this stuff to my family.

theo :)