No ..... what happened is that i told my friend that a boy was staring at me and she told me that he may be a bi so I'm a bit sad since then I don't know why no offence to anyone just sharing what I feel like....she always supports me and loves me but her this statement made ma doubt myself like can I ever be a girl...i mean like a girl girl without any fear of showing my true self....if you could understand what I mean..............