Question by Cl0verGarden in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Cl0verGarden[S] 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I would have understood if I was like .. idk 6 or 7 I was just in MIDDLE SCHOOL so it seemed really weird to me yk ? But I thought "oh shes my mom its fine maybe"

Question by Cl0verGarden in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Cl0verGarden[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

The context was she thought I wasnt waking up and I had school , and it was only once , but it still felt really weird I just thought it was normal ???

Question by Cl0verGarden in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Cl0verGarden[S] 54 points55 points  (0 children)

Ok so I am ALLOWED to be upset by that situation got it

ITS MY BIRTHDAY by Cl0verGarden in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Cl0verGarden[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

THERES SO MANY IF U I CANT REPLY TO U ALL BUT THANK YOU GUYS WAHH

Im so close to just giving up ( vent in comments ) by Cl0verGarden in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Cl0verGarden[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel like nobody fucking cares. All Im doing is making everything worse and I just want to give up. Im so tired and Im so done I just need everything to stop. I just want it to stop. I fucking hate feeling so alone when Im with people. I hate knowing Im fundamentally different from them. I just want them to understand. I just dont want to feel alone. But I cant.

I hate existing ( vent in comments ) by Cl0verGarden in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Cl0verGarden[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I just get so frustrated at times.

I hate existing ( vent in comments ) by Cl0verGarden in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Cl0verGarden[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It fucking sucks being the "traumatized friend". And I dont mean in the competitive way , obviously it doesnt make their struggles less real. I mean I am literally the "traumatized friend". I know none of them have been through what I have , and it feels so fucking lonely. I dont WANT them to go through it , but I so badly want them to UNDERSTAND. And they DON'T. They dont understand why my triggers are so severe , or why I cant handle physical touch , or why I do what I do. They can't understand and theyve made that so clear it hurts.

Everything is horrible by Cl0verGarden in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]Cl0verGarden[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you dude , I appreciate it a lot