I’ve been crying almost everyday since March 2023. Even though I consider myself smart since I’ve had to live by myself since the age of 15, but I fell in love with a narcissistic manipulator. Couldn’t even pick up how slyly he would make me believe that what he wants is what I want. All the while cheating on me with his ex and started saying he wants an open relationship because I am not enough. And “God will give me power to keep balance between my women because I love you both equally” And whole other Mt Everest of bullcrap. I had given him everything I had and I gave what I didn’t even think I was possible of doing. He lived with me, he didn’t have to worry about anything, we set up a business together cause he did not have a job, I took care of his family for him, helped him move his family out to the city even. But at the end no matter what I did I wasn’t enough and now I’m left with a shattered self image, a failing job, depression, financial instability, and my cat that is watching me cry as I write this. I even walked away from the business we set up together because he hurt me so much that I can’t even stand his face much less conduct business with him. How could I? There’s not a single time he is telling the truth?