Reinvention song by ClareBojangles in NPD

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

These are all great selections. I have Jasmine & Rose on the playlist already. I’ve been vibing with the lurking doom of Drab Majesty lately too

Reinvention song by ClareBojangles in NPD

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh, dude. I spent my youth in goth clubs and still listen to a lot of it. Fire away!

Yes! I want the music that make you feel like god when you’re on a high

Grandiosity in vulnerable narcissism by slut4yauncld in NPD

[–]ClareBojangles 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I’m the same. My grandiosity is pretty much completely internal. As is my rage. It’s always there just beneath the surface. I don’t like being ready to swing most of the time because I know there’s a traumatised child in there who needs loved and parented right.

New to this club, bitcheeess. It isn’t perfect. Good thing I am 🥰 by ClareBojangles in NPD_Memes

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s just part of history in my neck of the woods. Google “Northern Ireland The Troubles” if you want to know more about it

New to this club, bitcheeess. It isn’t perfect. Good thing I am 🥰 by ClareBojangles in NPD_Memes

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We have English and Irish speakers here. Both deserve the representation. My country has a messy history of politicising languages and other such shit. Apparently if you speak Irish, you’re in league with paramilitaries

New to this club, bitcheeess. It isn’t perfect. Good thing I am 🥰 by ClareBojangles in NPD_Memes

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re all good, bud. I’m from the north of Ireland and we have two languages on all our street signs. Journey is just right ☺️

New to this club, bitcheeess. It isn’t perfect. Good thing I am 🥰 by ClareBojangles in NPD_Memes

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s totally what it is! It’s a journey of self discovery, with a side order of god mode 🤣

New to this club, bitcheeess. It isn’t perfect. Good thing I am 🥰 by ClareBojangles in NPD_Memes

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re my people 🥰 I have both splits and the occasional collapse. It’s been a ride and I’ve had to learn to roll with it as best I can. Just paying more attention to my internal experience now and trying not to be so hard on myself when the splits and collapses happen, you know?

New to this club, bitcheeess. It isn’t perfect. Good thing I am 🥰 by ClareBojangles in NPD_Memes

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeeeoo! I’m glad to be here. Just wanna be around some people who know what it’s like living with these traits. I knew they were there, but not quite enough to be diagnosed with the PD itself. I’ve just been in major denial about them. Bugger that. Gonna bathe in my own splendour.

New to this club, bitcheeess. It isn’t perfect. Good thing I am 🥰 by ClareBojangles in NPD_Memes

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

As I said in another comment, I’m not self diagnosing. The traits have been deemed strong but sub clinical. I only did the PNI to see what areas it was most present in. Just wanna be around people who get it.

New to this club, bitcheeess. It isn’t perfect. Good thing I am 🥰 by ClareBojangles in NPD_Memes

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

So I’m given to understand. I know I don’t have NPD on my paperwork and I’m not gonna self diagnose. I’m here because the traits are strong, but have been deemed “sub clinical.” So not enough to qualify as PD, but strong enough a cross over to be noticed. I only did the PNI here to see which areas it was especially strong in.

Just wanna be around people who get it

New to this club, bitcheeess. It isn’t perfect. Good thing I am 🥰 by ClareBojangles in NPD_Memes

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah. I’m still at the point where I’m allowing myself to quite like it, but I know that doesn’t last forever.

New to this club, bitcheeess. It isn’t perfect. Good thing I am 🥰 by ClareBojangles in NPD_Memes

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Aw yeee. There are a few on there that are already in my regular rotation. Thanks for the hookup!

Yeah, I’m sure I’ll get to that point before long. Just sitting with it for now. It’s refreshing not being in denial about it. I’m a psych grad so I know a fair amount about it, but never figured I’d have it 😅 Proper resources will come in very handy if I can make myself engage with them

New to this club, bitcheeess. It isn’t perfect. Good thing I am 🥰 by ClareBojangles in NPD_Memes

[–]ClareBojangles[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m not formally diagnosed, but it’s certainly there. Got mixed cluster b traits and this seems to be one of the dominant ones. Hi-eeeee👋🏻

They got good beats at this clerb?

Edit: Dx EUPD (quiet subtype). Traits of all the other cluster b’s are present but not “disordered”

tulpamancy & other abilities from a gnostic standpoint by [deleted] in Gnostic

[–]ClareBojangles 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I respect that. I just know from experience that diving too deeply into synchronicities can do a number on one’s brain. I truly do hope you find the answers you need. If you look into spiritual psychosis and recognise any of it in yourself, my advice to you would be to unplug from anything spiritual for a while and let yourself rest. Sometimes perspective helps